[Only_Human1983]

Recently, I have been feeling so alone. Especially at night, I lie in bed with just the sound of my heartbeat and a ticking clock and this wave of deep pain comes over me. I find that I'm crying myself to sleep because I just feel that nobody cares. I really miss having that loving connection with someone and being kissed, held, made love to and I'm worried that I'll never experience any kind of close intimacy and loving relationship with someone again.

I also feel like friends have started to distance themselves from me due to my depression and almost no longer want to be friends because of it.

I'm seeing a counsellor weekly now shd I'm really trying to be a better person to be around, but it feels like everyone has gone off me.



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[ComfortablyNumb5]

You find out who your true friends are once you go through something like depression. If your friends know what's going on and they left you in the dust then forget them and work on yourself first. Like the saying goes, you can't love others unless you love yourself first. And you WILL find love again! There's a whole world out there and it will still be there once you're ready. We're alL worthy of love no matter what we're going through now.

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[emijec]

RxQueen is so right! im turning 34 this year and just failed at another relationship. im
currently feeling the same way. in the last 2 relationships i ended up seeking counseling and going on meds. meds, help a lot. I hang to the small hope that there is someone out there that can love me, or at least i try to convince myself that i am worthy. i do think that people can see when you are depressed so that makes them uncomfortable to interact with people lole us.

once youre okay with yourself or have started in a postive direction, have you ever considered online dating? its has its plusses and minuses, but it gets you out there.

[ComfortablyNumb5]

Stay positive people. There's other countries out there! Love is possible no matter what or when. Just get better first.

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[WideEyeHiker]

I just signed up on this site today. I have been feeling a really deep loneliness and isolation for about 3 months now. Just seeing people out walking together while I am alone and so afraid to cross the street by myself... I get choked up. I just started on Prozac a few weeks ago so not sure if that is what this stems from... but it is really a deep loneliness
like I have never felt before.

[WideEyeHiker]

I too feel really alone and isolated. I just feel really sad and lonely. Hope both of us find something or someone that can help us out. UGH!