[black-roses]

Hello. my hollow victim
heart is caged out in the cold
You have become a victim
of staying at home

You believe outside they will hurt you
You convince yourself it is right
to hide in the corner

Till the dimlight ushers
you home why must
you be a victim
to the fear in your mind

can't come and join us?
be our friends tonight
unwilling to come
but stare out in the distance
wondering what it would
be if you weren't afraid
a hollow cast a senseless
victim to the fears of yourself harm

You believe outside they will hurt you
You convince yourself it is right
to hide in the corner

Till the dimlight ushers
you home why must
you be a victim
to the fear in your mind

i mean it has happened two times
being touched while i was blind
these monsters always
hide there eyes
always convince it is safe with their eyes
it's all lies
and I didn't know

You believe outside they will hurt you
You convince yourself it is right
to hide in the corner

Till the dimlight ushers
you home why must
you be a victim
to the fear in your mind

Just promise me
There will be no males
I refuse to have male friends
When they touch and it kills you
I'd rather stay at home
I'd rather die on my own
I'd rather just be alone
Just promise I'll be alone, forever

This this the only way I can deal with my feelings of overwhelm when I am around others. It's so hard to explain to my mother that I feel overwhelmed when I am around others so that is why I am in the corner all day on laptop it is the only way I can deal with my intense emotions and overwhelm.

[curley]

Really a lot of feeling. Sad, but I hear you.
I believe there is a place on this site to post poetry and words like yours!\
Thank you for sharing