Proposal

I think my sisters boyfriend may have proposed to her tonight I'm excited yet so sad as the song that should be me by Justin beiber plays in my head like an annoying bug.I seem to be so behind in life and get the short end of the stick.the flawed and poor uneducated boyfriend.the mentalhealth problems when most of your family is healthy.the confused religious girl when the people around you don't care or feel at home. In their religion. I know I should be happy but why can't something good happen to me.out of the hospital and wish I never left wish the possible news of marriage was futher off when I was well enough to receive it.

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Hi passionfruit3
You sound as if you are in a lot of pain. I'm sorry you are going through this. No one's life is perfect, but I understand that you feel you have more than your fair share of problems. I have physical disabilities as well as MI, while my sister is physically perfect. She once said to me, "Do you ever wish I had one of your disabilities?" No! Of course not! You probably feel the same - you wouldn't wish it on anyone, but it's not fair you have it! Sweetie, your life is far from over...who knows what's around the corner?
I'd rather have a poor uneducated boyfriend that adores me than a rich superficial one. If he doesn't adore you, dump him! You deserve the best, open yourself to life when you are ready and it will all come to you.
Hugs

I'm sorry that this seems to be a hard time for you