[black-roses]

I honestly feel like killing myself because everything I do I just get yelled at even something as simple as drawing gets me yelled at. Like enough is enough I honestly don't want to go on this trip if it is just my mother yelling at me. She would yell at school she would yell at shops you say I am angry at my mother how do you think being embarrassed, demoralized in public at home yelled at out of nowhere that you're scared of doing anything because it will set her off. Like I deserve better and this is unbelievably painful she has no other way of expressing her anger other then yelling she says dad is bad and makes herself look like a victim but her yelling is just as abusive as being hit. In fact what she is doing could even be a form of gaslighting that narcissists do because the favourite thing for her was telling strangers that I am leaving home and then telling them that I am better off being at home. Like what is the stranger going to think? This person is trying to shame her daughter into submitting to her will and stay at home. Like the stranger usually just looks shocked and sad.

[Marylin]

Well if you are leaving home you won't have to put up with your mum yelling at you anymore.I don't blame you being fed up of it and I agree it is abusive.They say that when a daughter has grown up and becomes an adult,there is no room in the same house for two grown women to rule the roost,they both clash and lock horns.You are better off moving out for sure!

[Crazy Hitch]

I think the sooner you're able to move out of home, the better. Try look for a cheap accommodation share in a unit. Very toxic relationship. Get a job and pay your own way then you don't need to worry about the hassle that you're having.

[black-roses]

How am I going to afford that with my centrelink payments? :/

is there a housing allowance available? Talk to your mental health association and they can point you in the direction of all the types of assistance you may be entitled to. Moving out may mean moving to a shared housing facility but that will give you both independence and solve the cost of housing crisis.

Another thing that occurs to me is that you have her go to a session with your pyschatrist and therapist. She needs to know that her own behavior and support is critical to your recovery.

[black-roses]

I have just realized something there is nagatti house for people with mental illness and homeless I could try that and explain to them that my situation at home is making me suicidal.

[s4ndm4n2006]

Originally Posted by black-roses

I honestly feel like killing myself because everything I do I just get yelled at even something as simple as drawing gets me yelled at. Like enough is enough I honestly don't want to go on this trip if it is just my mother yelling at me. She would yell at school she would yell at shops you say I am angry at my mother how do you think being embarrassed, demoralized in public at home yelled at out of nowhere that you're scared of doing anything because it will set her off. Like I deserve better and this is unbelievably painful she has no other way of expressing her anger other then yelling she says dad is bad and makes herself look like a victim but her yelling is just as abusive as being hit. In fact what she is doing could even be a form of gaslighting that narcissists do because the favourite thing for her was telling strangers that I am leaving home and then telling them that I am better off being at home. Like what is the stranger going to think? This person is trying to shame her daughter into submitting to her will and stay at home. Like the stranger usually just looks shocked and sad.

This post should have a warning label. Just letting you know

[black-roses]

Opps, I forgot about the trigger warning sorry but thanks for reminding me

[s4ndm4n2006]

Originally Posted by black-roses

Opps, I forgot about the trigger warning sorry but thanks for reminding me

no worries, I figured it was just a slip