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Old Aug 01, 2016, 04:18 PM
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I done a lot of terrible things in my past, mainly because I as in a relationship that I was unhappy in. I stayed for the kids. The guilt I carried over those things has affected every aspect of my life. I finally found the courage to leave, but only because I fell in love with another woman, who I told I was separated. I lied to her about my past relationship and about being in a relationship when we met. My guilt caused me to nearly beg for my ex back after a couple of months....only because I hates not being there for the kids. I quickly retracted everything and then hid/lied about it to my current girlfriend. My guilt has caused me to not be the best parent I can be, and now push away the one woman ive ever loved. Recently, all of my lies came to the surface and I finally opened up and admitted everything. I feel free, and I'm such a different person....Im free of that guilt and I know I can give this woman everything she deserves. She wants to work past it, but how is she ever going to do that? How can I repair this? I really need help.
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Old Aug 03, 2016, 11:13 AM
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Hello Jtmf5220: I don't know as I have any particularly useful suggestions for you here. (The Skeezyks isn't much on giving advice.) However, I see this is your first post here on PC. So... welcome to PsychCentral… from the Skeezyks! I hope you find the time you spend here to be of benefit.

PsychCentral is a great place to get information as well as support for mental health issues. There are many knowledgeable & caring members here. The more you post, & reply to other members’ posts, the more a part of the community you will become. Plus there are social groups you can join & chat rooms where you’ll be able to connect with other PC members in real time (once your first 5 posts have been reviewed & approved.) Lots of great stuff! So please keep posting!
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Old Aug 03, 2016, 01:10 PM
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Sounds very similar to what my Husband did to me. Lied about being divorced from the onset. I have to say that 35 years later, I still don't believe half of what he says! I wish you luck with the new woman and would recommend that you deal together with her trust issues NOW, before you possibly bring any kids with her into the relationship.

I stayed in the marriage for my children and I still don't regret it to this day. Some people seem to think I made a mistake (here on this forum) but I don't think I did. I chose him and I chose to have children with him, so I figure I owed it to them to give them a happy family, which is what they had.

It is actually easier to pretend happiness than most people realize. And sometimes, pretending has a way of rubbing off on you. I came from a broken and severely dysfunctional family and I never, ever, forgave my parents for being so self-centered that they did not do what was best for their children.

Wishing you all the best!
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Old Aug 03, 2016, 06:34 PM
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She wants to work past it, but how is she ever going to do that?
Well she is willing to try; why don't you try too and see what develops?
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Old Aug 03, 2016, 09:34 PM
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Why not ask her what she needs from you?
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