Did a 180

I have completely turned around to a positive in my marriage.

You all have heard me complain and SH over our problem for a long time.

Amazingly, now that we are in therapy, my husband has been initiating sex this week. (Actually now he is going overboard with it).

I am feeling great, healthy, normal, loving! As much as this humiliates me, it's true how his deprivation of sex sent me to the moon in hysteria.

In a week went from smashing his records in hate and anger to love and contentment.

I don't know what to make of myself mentally and emotionally. I have been given diagnoses of depression, PTSD, and Borderline traits all related to my emotions over this dysfunctional relationship.

If this new normal maintains, will I stay feeling good?

Wow.

Just live in the moment and enjoy it for whatever it is for the time being

You might feel good for a really long time! After coming out of depression in April, I have had a high sex drive and it has not changed. H says "It's a good thing I am such a lusty guy" and I agree. One of the reasons (there are many), I probably chose him is that we both have high sex drives. But I don't enjoy it quite as much when I am depressed. I am so glad I am no longer feeling depressed. So don't be humiliated, sex is a way to express love and joy. It's one of the good things about being married. I am so happy for you.