What's happening?

Chriss · Aug 19, 2017, 06:15 PM

Hello! Let me tell you my story, I know this guy for one year, we started as friends, I liked someone back then, and he liked another girl. I only saw him as a friend and nothing else, I had no sexual attraction towards him. Time passed and we saw each other more and more. I started to care for him, and he helped me a lot. From a long time he told me that he wants to be with me, now he came home and we kinda got together, because in a way I felt that I would lose him. He's really caring and loving. He's totally different from what I was used to. I do believe I have an issue with commitment, I had an absent father who drank, and after I had sex with my first serious boyfriend he cheated on me and from then I was somewhat afraid to put myself in a serious relationship. I really care about him and he's my best friend, he made me open like I didn't do it in a long time. But I have a lot of feelings that doesn't make sense. And I'm not sure if my past is the problem or that I don't feel in love with him because there's a lack of attraction?