my only friend might be moving to Taiwan

So I feel sad. I had hoped to rent an apartment with her (she lives with her parents atm). We get along very well. She is a little avoidant, like me, so we don't mind being ignored from time to time. We are also very similar in politics, etc. She's probably the only person I truly get along with.

Well, she has to do what she wants. That is imperative for me as well. I just don't want to have to move in with an annoying stranger. Or my brother, who would probably not let me stay anyway.

Times like these I wish I weren't so emotionally stunted. I marvel at people who have significant others--at the very least, they are not alone when they graduate.

Maybe it's for the best. Every time I hang out with her, I eat too much.

I’m sorry to read that. ((((Hugs)))). When is she leaving?

Ah. Well, it's not a sure thing yet, but she would leave in August. From what I understand she would go there to study. She really likes Taiwan. But, while she is still making plans, I can understand why she would not want to move out from her parents' and invest in an apartment with me. The thing I respect about her is that she never does things about of pity. If a way is better for her, she will do it, regardless of how I might feel. She said I could stay at her house for a cheaper rent, but I don't want that. I would not be able to listen to loud music!

We'll see. It's going to be fine.