[dragonphoto]

I feel so cold and lonely right now,
I know that I can fix it some how,
The words I seek are to far away,
And my feelings need to stray,
The cold wraps my body like snow,
The loneliness rips through me and shows,
Some how I got my self to this place,
And now with it I must face,
But being cold and lonely is hard,
I feel as if my insides are broken shards,
Of what I used to be,
Of what can set me free,
So tonight as I cry myself to sleep,
In that lonely house I will hear not a peep,
With my pillow and blanket held tight,
Loneliness and coldness cause me fright.

[Sultrysorrow]

I wrote this one earlier this year. Similar to your written emotions.

Supercell
by: JBR

All that I am right now,
all that I appear to be inside.
Is that imminent danger in the sky,
from which nobody can hide.

For I am a supercell,
a magnificent towering billow of water and ice.
The darkness that it brings is my first impression,
for those of you who know me in all of my depression.

The lightning you see is my anger,
the thunder you hear are my thoughts.
The rain you taste are my tears,
the wind you feel is my voice.

I am unstable and violent,
and I bring anything but silence.
Althought I might cause some destruction,
alas it is not my main function.

To create and end life is my purpose.
My existance may be for a short time,
but don't despair the sun will soon shine.

[old_one]

Hang tough dragon. I wrote this awhile back when the darkness came on really hard. You can get through, i feel your pain.

Pain,

not little pain like "oh I stubbed my toe" or "damn I broke my leg" but real emotional pain. The kind that claws its way through your heart until you can feel it moving through your veins. Crawling, clawing its way through, until every cell in your body is screaming. Then through the nerves it finds the path to your brain. Synapses fire, a fire filled with agony, pain filling your mind until there is no space left. No nerve, no cell, no dark corner of your soul that is not wracked by the pain. Then it ends...

Nothing...

No pain, no feeling at all, no emotions, only oblivion. Now there is only darkness, a darkness that could be felt, if you still had any feelings at all. But they are gone now, replaced only with emptiness that can never be filled. A darkness so deep it suffocates. You cannot breath, you cannot speak, all is night.

And the soul cries...