[jamesie]

if anyone has been reading my posts you'll know about the problems with my mum and how my relationship with my boyfriend ended, not just because of it but it was factor. well we ended on amazing terms both agreeing that it needed to end and we have remained best friends!we broke up the end of april but i went up to stay with him in london (in may) coz i was going for an audition and we ended up sleeping together,( to me it was unfinished business),and we remained just friends!i recently started a new relationship with somone i've known for 2 years and theres always been chemestry and what we have now is fantastic!i told me ex as we were still close and he was devastated!told me he still loved, he shouldnt have let me go and he wanted me back etc!he came back to mine and we sorted it!but i went to his gig last night and he was weird all night, when he dropped me home he burst into tears and was sobbing saying he missed me so much and was always going to wait for me!i said did he not want ot see me for a while and get some space but he said he needed to see me!i was just so upset last night coz i felt like it was all my fault!
if anyone has any advice please give me some!
big cuddles and cutches!xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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Jamesie,
I agree with Ozzie. I have always been a firm believer that we should try like hell to be with the one that we love, no matter what... If you do not follow your heart you might end up regretting it in the future.
Please keep us up to date.

Jessica

<font color=blue> You are in this snowglobe. It is encovered in glass and secure. But one day someone comes and shakes the globe and the pieces go flying everywhere. Now they will eventually settle but they won't be the way they were before and they can never be that way again. </font color=blue>