In more ways than one. I used to think our differences were endearing and it kept things interesting between us as we learned more about each other. Due to having both BPD and being an Aquarian, I lap up differences and enjoy learning about other people, their experiences and walks of life. You don't. You're a lot more grounded and often display an air of not caring at all.

Those differences just became too startlingly obvious in the end though. I don't think we'd ever blend our differences together to find something that works for us. We've lead very different lives up until this point.

I have tried to ground myself a bit more and not move the earth from under us repeatedly, but I don't think it's me. Equally I think you're entirely the opposite and need that sense of stability that I can't provide.

Ultimately though, I don't think there's anything left to be said now. I'm just sorry.

[Skeezyks]

Thanks for sharing... I hope you're okay. Your post reminded me of this outtake from the movie L.A. Story. Here's a link:

Originally Posted by NyaFire

In more ways than one. I used to think our differences were endearing and it kept things interesting between us as we learned more about each other. Due to having both BPD and being an Aquarian, I lap up differences and enjoy learning about other people, their experiences and walks of life. You don't. You're a lot more grounded and often display an air of not caring at all.

Those differences just became too startlingly obvious in the end though. I don't think we'd ever blend our differences together to find something that works for us. We've lead very different lives up until this point.

I have tried to ground myself a bit more and not move the earth from under us repeatedly, but I don't think it's me. Equally I think you're entirely the opposite and need that sense of stability that I can't provide.

Ultimately though, I don't think there's anything left to be said now. I'm just sorry.

Hopefully, time will heal your wounds.