Don't care for others

I don't have any emotional or connections towards living things,
Honestly, I think I put possessions over people.
Is it something that I need to work on? I don't think so. Not sure why I would try to please another person, or trust them. In no one I trust. Guess it's who I am.
I know how people ideas are that people need other people. But I am sure that the brain controls these things, and that brains can lack components. Who's to say that my brain is missing whatever make me care for others, then that means I wouldn't be able to without medicine.
So the question is, why would I try to activate something that I don't require or is disabled? To be like everyone else? I've seen what people are capable of, and society. Guess I don't wanna be like other people, or society. If anything, I should off myself for just being human, because of what humans are capable of. I won't say that I deserve anything, because of these capabilities. If anything, I should be extinct so that I won't be able to spread havoc and pain.

I really wish I had some helpful answers, but, I just wanted to reply n say, partly, I relate. Certainly to the part that you don't trust in anybody. Lol, I won't start on my trust issues. Whilst I wouldn't say I put things over people, imo, it could be you rely upon things, over people? This is obviously just my own perspective, not an expert by any means Is it something you feel you'd like to work on/through? I personally have as little to do with society but, only because of my issues. It's worth exploring further I'd suggest, and the fact your reaching out, shows you care.

Best of luck n hugs x

I look at it like- if you have never cared for others then you do not know how to do it or what it feels like so why not try?

Tried it. Can't.
Tired of not being myself, for other people. No one has to like me I guess.
I was born with a chemical imbalance. Which makes me not be able to love, have empathy and etc.
Kinda fed up with society wanting me to be like them to be around. Try to give me "medicine" and etc so that they can feel comfortable with their ideas and beliefs.