Heavy Heart ~ Very Sad Right Now

You are not alone. I am sure many have read this. You, yourself, said you were not expecting answers from this particular post.

I too wonder if the challenges I have with my family are because God is teaching me lessons I need. Sometimes my husband's role in my life reminds me of some of the things that I never resolved between my mother and me. I feel bad about the way I treated my mother. I have not always been the best wife either. I was the oldest in my family and a spoiled child. I have been brought to my knees due to many of the things I have gone through and done. I am certain there is a purpose behind it and if I make the right choices I can be more as God wants me to be. Things that come easy are not as valuable as the things you accomplish through sacrifice and perseverance.

I don’t think you choke your own thread golden. People just might not know what to say beyond “we are here for you”. You don’t want suggestions or advice so most people stay quiet. But we support you.

I do agree with you re things happen for a reason. Not sure about G-d sending you someone to fight with but there are usually reasons of how things work out in life.

I am glad you guys had great evening!