I find myself surrounded by attention and love and whatever else I provide myself but when I need to make that phone call and when I need to make that connection… there is no-one there. how do I cope?

[thatmomfriend]

Well, for starters, you can always talk to me if you want. Also, ive found that writing it down like a letter can help. I dont know if you’ve ever read the Perks Of Being a Wallflower but essentially the entire story is told by a guy writing a letter to a random stranger to help him cope and it’s actually a really helpful coping mechanism.

sometimes I feel liked I am the ugliest wallflower and I am the loneliest wallflower and although I beam...there Is no acceptance for me… and no love for my love

[thatmomfriend]

I know where you’re coming from, but trust me. You’re not alone, because I’m here for you. You’re not ugly, i may not know you in person but from what i know, you’re a beautiful person with a beautiful personality who probably cares a lot for other people.

I guess I am grateful for finding a good and worthwhile therapist to talk to…. god, it almost seems as if all that is to be cherished these days is a good inrtospective view of life, as I would have it……. ****! you are my best friend…. again. and ahhh, you are my best friend...

[thatmomfriend]

Well i mean im not a licensed therapist, but i am someone with an open ear who really would love to be friends with you and help you as best as i can!

I guess what I am trying to say is that I am grateful. grateful for all the love and support from this forum and others. id be lying if I say I wasn't thinking of being

[thatmomfriend]

Aww! I think its wonderful that you’ve gotten so much support from the forums you’re a part of!