[birdcrazy]

So I stumbled into a friendship with someone of the opposite gender... I am so physically attracted to him, but other than some joking he turned out to be not serious about, he's too religious to do stuff like that. I am a widow and missing intimacy. I had him alone in my apartment today after we went to the store together, I actually said something a bit naughty but he just laughed.... but maybe this friendship is to valuable to possibly ruin with intimacy? I have too much respect to tempt someone to go against their values... I know, I was raised like that and I feel a bit guilty of my feelings toward him.

[birdcrazy]

I just realized something and I'm being serious... He bought me a bead necklace randomly and had me wear them all day.... I'm being a bit goofy but the other day he mentioned he wanted to get me "Jerry beads" and thought it was one of his "jokes" I didn't show him anything I swear but would others think so? He's not so innocent is he?