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I'm young and new to relationships and need advice from some one who doesn't know me.
I've been seeing a great guy for only two months now. Last night we had sex and afterward he immediately started talking about the guitar he just bought. First words out of his mouth. Now I should of just written this off as him being excited about something he really loves but i got angry didn't say anything rolled over and went to sleep in the morning- When i woke up i was still hurt and woke him up to talk about it (at 7:30) he said "Whatever" and i flipped out on him. Cursing, door slamming the whole nine yards. when i came back in the room to apologize he told me he didn't want to hear it and told me he couldn't do this anymore and that he didn't want to be in this relationship. By the time he was dressed and left he told me i could call him in a few days if i "still wanted to". Two days earlier i called him freaking out about my lack of job, balling and ended up hanging up on him because "he didn't sound like he cared" over the phone.
Now I'm bi-polar haven't been able to afford my lithium or ssri in 2 weeks because i lost my job. My period should also start within 24 hours (your welcome for that piece of information). Those things are true but, you're right, i am still at fault for acting out on my irrationality but at the time i felt so sure and justified. And now over 12 hours later and an ativan later am just starting to think things through.
so, Other people who deal with relationships and mental dissorders- Should i call when I've cooled down and work on it because i care about the guy or should i leave him and all men be until i learn to deal with stress better?