[DARIKA]

Another family gathering featuring a crying me!
My Mom is all I have. My father recently died (3 years ago), and I have a half sister who is 18 years other than me. We share the same Dad.

My always feels so unappreciated. It's not just me that doesn't appreciate her, it's everyone else too. My mom is recently retired and has some much deserved time on her hands now.

Last night she flew off the handle at me. I am not sure if she will even remember today. I am sad because I feel that she is just trying to push me out of her life.

If she does remember, this latest fight will be the; Talk of the Town. She is probley sick of complaining about my sister (her step daughter) and grandson and Disney Trip from hell.

Why doesn't my mom care to have a relationship with me? Why is she so angry and full of hate toward me?

[skymonk]

My Mom is the same way. She deliberately didn't send me a Christmas gift this year, but I was expected to have one to her weeks before Christmas. My Mom doesn't want a relationship with me&is now trying to cut me off from everyone on her side of the family. She's embarrassed that I'm mentally ill. She's never been nice to me-never said "I love you" or "Good job!" when I was a kid. I can totally empathize-try to just let her go&find a surrogate if you can. All I did was be born&she hates me for that.