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Jan 30, 2009, 05:15 PM
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He's a threat, more of a threat than anyone else has ever been... he knows me, and he loves me. He tells me this when he hold me, he means it, i know this. I want to tell him I love him but a big part of me tells me not to tell him for fear of getting hurt.... last night I told him I was trying to push him away, because I find him a threat, I was honest, I cant lie to him... I love him... I told him a big part of me finds him a threat a bigger threat than anyone else but thats becasue a little part of me is telling me something else... I cried when I told him this... He holds me, and whispers in my ear just say it... I hold him and cry, I say I can't because I fear these feelings, he kisses me, and I cry more...
I dont know why I cant tell him I love him when I know I do... Is it becasue I fear to be hurt like I was last time... I've only ever felt feelings like this once before but that man died... I fear loosing him as well... he says he will always love me, no matter what... the crying started again... what to do... what to do... Im so confused, confused by these feelings which i vowed never to feel again, but now they have surfaced and come once again to haunt me... I know love again something I thought I would never feel... he is the man I love, he is the man I want, he is a man I could spend the rest of my life with.
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Jan 31, 2009, 11:38 AM
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The words won't make the difference between whether you get hurt or not or he stays or not, etc., they aren't "magic". What saying them can do is get you to be honest with yourself! That will make you stronger. Admitting what you feel to yourself by saying it out loud can be very strengthening, like a "flag".
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Feb 07, 2009, 12:32 AM
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i finally told him... but i think it was too late we were found out by the family we live with and now im wanting to move far far away
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Feb 07, 2009, 05:12 AM
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Feb 09, 2009, 02:56 PM
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they think the who premarital sex stuff is SINFUL but to me it is a sign of passion and love between two people... he will always love me and I will always love him but I hate being called a sinner just becasue I messed up. They want to rip us apart but I told them I loved him and they would never be able to take that away from me or him... no matter what they try to do... If this relationship is meant to be our lives will bring us together again...
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