[MASIMO]

Here's a new one. We are always tearing our hair out about
too much contact with T. Ive been sick and dealing with family
issues this past week and haven't done my typical 2-3 times a week
emailing T. This morning, the day before I see him, he wonders
why he hasn't "heard a peep out of me".

I wrote him back that I was so sick and depressed to even reach out
to him. Very unusual for me. I'm really feeling down about my
mysterious medical condition my doctors keep tossing me around over.
Sick now for several years. I didn't even have the energy to contact
my beloved T! And he noticed! This makes me feel very suppported,
even though I didn't ask for his help. He is thinking about me. He cares.
I asked if I could just come in tomorrow and curl up on his couch and cry.

[Perna]

I'm sorry you have a mystery medical illness; I know when I had one it was rough. I hope your T's concern is a bit of a help to your mood.