[LoneWolfie]

A couple of weeks ago I was with a OT as she is helping me with stuff between Pdoc and when I start a DBT program in the fall. We are sitting in a large room with a window that runs the length of the ceiling to floor by the solid door.

Well I am facing the door and Ot has her back to it and we hear a key in the door. Pdoc realizes that the room is occupied and smiles and waves at both of us. Goes down the hall and than she is back at the window waving and smiling at me. The OT says she loves you. I just looked at her and said nothing.

Now I don't think she meant it like that! I have been seeing this psychiatrist since late February every week and I know she is straight and with someone. I am a lesbian and have a wife of 12 years.

I'm not even sure how old she is, mid or late 50's and I am 45. Yes I find her very attractive. I think she is in love with my brain to be honest, she is always telling me how intelligent I am and the fact that I do alot of writing for her. It gives her insight that I guess she doesn't get in our sessions, I write alot more than I talk.

When my appointment came up that week she waved, I asked her what was up and she said I saw you smiling and just had to come back and see it again.

I dread when I will no longer be seeing her, I don't know when that will be but it is always at the back of my mind.

LW

[rolan86]

Sorry about that Well, I'm a straight guy, and saw a wedding ring on my T. I really don't know her sexual orientation (guessing straight just from my own ignorant presumptions), but just the thought of her being married... It sucked. I just want to go up to the guy, and be like. Do you have any FREAKING idea how much I envy you???

[LoneWolfie]

Yeah I envy the guy that she is with, I wonder if he realizes how lucky he is.