[AuroraBorealis75]

I spent 9 days in the psych unit and just got out on Monday. Everything I felt for my therapist seems to be gone, and in it's place is just this blah feeling.

[Parva]

How is it a couple of days out? Still blah?

[AuroraBorealis75]

Yes, still blah. Not just my feelings for my therapist, but everything.

[nutters]

After stepping outside after a week in that prison nothing seems real. I went through this for the first time months ago and I felt completely unreal and had a blank mind, almost like a numbness with little to no thought at all. My thoughts came back after a few weeks. Wishing you the best, it's not a fun time... *hugs*

[AuroraBorealis75]

When I had those feelings for my T I didn't want them, and now that they are gone, I wish they weren't. I guess those feelings made me feel alive.

[iheartjacques]

How are you now?

[AuroraBorealis75]

I am slowly coming back to myself. Due largely to a spiritual director that my beloved therapist recommended to me, as well as a few other factors, there has been a big shift in my spirituality, which is making me feel more alive than those feelings for my therapist. But those feelings are starting to come back, as well as a greater sense of hope and joy.