Yeah I don't think of her as being a friend due to the age gap and her kids are slightly younger than me and also I don't know any of her interests apart from her dog who she loves and reading I think but often think how I would of liked her as a mum and to hold me like mums should when you are upset. I've seen photos of her kids and I know they are all really successful and then I start feeling really jealous of them. It's so hard to open up as I know that I will probably start crying and it will be so hard if she just sits there and doesn't do any of the stuff I would want her to
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