[PerpetualPain]

Hey guys.

I am struggling with a really bad crush on my T. I am not sure if she is aware however some of the things she does/says around me makes me think maybe she is and likes me also. I just wish i could read her mind just to have some sort of clarity of thought. My mind is racing. One minute im certain she likes me, the next im questioning it and think it's all in my head. The next minute she does something else and i think she likes me all over again.

I keep on thinking how dumb i am and that nobody would ever love me and that this is just some sort of idiotic fantasy created by me so i dont feel so alone. So i dismiss my emotions and thoughts on the matter and forget about them.

Then comes along a new thing that makes me doubt if it's all just made up in my head and i think: "hey maybe she does like me after all."

Overall i am very confused, upset and pretty frustrated. I have no idea what is going on and that woman confuses me more than anyone I've ever met.

[cincidak]

Could be this.
trans·fer·ence
transˈfərəns,ˈtransfərəns/Submit
noun
the action of transferring something or the process of being transferred.
"education involves the transference of knowledge"
PSYCHOANALYSIS
the redirection to a substitute, usually a therapist, of emotions that were originally felt in childhood (in a phase of analysis called transference neurosis ).

You are worthy of love however, and respect. Never doubt this.

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[cincidak]

Could be that you are subconsciously seeking affection from someone you've come to trust, and maybe admire.

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[thesnowqueen]

I'v just read your response on another thread and I can confirm that your T is not acting professionally. Has bought you gifts, sends you texts with emoticons and tells you what she is doing on the weekend?

You ARE worthy of respect and love just by virtue of being human. However, the way she is responding to you violates various boundaries and takes advantage of your position as patient. i.e. not love, nor respect.