Good thoughts, good wishes, and prayers...

Okay...I'm here.

For those of you who don't know me that well, I am not a religious person....but I am spiritual...Pagan.

I don't often ask people for prayers and good thoughts and wishes because I always feel like I don't have a right to. I'm breathing, have a roof over my head and food in my belly...despite all the pain in my life, what right do I have to ask for prayers when others are worse off than myself? I'm just not good at asking for these things.

Well...now the roof over my head is being threatened. It's possible that in two days I could be told I have to move out of my apartment...and with my credit right now I probably won't be able to get into another...especially if I have an eviction.

I put an ad on Craigslist earlier tonight in the "housing wanted" section and I've actually had two separate calls from people who are looking to rent a room in their homes....and they are both saying they will accept my pets!! All three of them!!

It seems to soon and to good to be true, but I'm asking if all of you, whatever faith, spirituality, or religion you follow, if you will say some prayers for me and send good wishes and thoughts my way so that I may find a place to live. Even the thought of maybe having to live out of my car even for a few days is really freaking me out, so I could use all the help I can get right now.

Well....anyways...thank you.

Prayers, good thoughts and positive vibes coming to you.
What right do you have? All the right in the world. Pain is pain....it isn't measured (or shouldn't be) in quantity or quality.
Ok if we sit with you a while?

Thank you Calista....

You are a blessing!!

You will be in my thoughts and prayers Elysium .
Take care

Good thoughts, good wishes, and prayers coming your way!
Hang in there, your strong! Don't forget that!

These are desperate times Elysium. I saw on TV that some families are struggling so much, they do have to rent out rooms. Just be careful for your safety. I live in what's considered to be a high class neighborhood and drive a Hummer LOL - but we recently had to declare personal bankruptsy. For the average person who looks at us - they assume we're spoiled and lucky - but we're struggling to keep our house. We've cut down on so many areas and can't cut anymore. I have saved about half what I would normally pay for groceries by shopping at lower end stores and looking for SALES - BTW the lower end stores don't have less quality at all. When I find a good sale I stock up on non-parishable items. I've also learned to bargain for lower prices for things like telephone, insurance and internet services. I'm telling you this just in case you aren't aware of these things. We only buy necessary items and think twice before buying anything. Credit cards are the worst trap on this earth.

Have you spoke to your landlord to see if they can help you? I will most certainly keep you in my prayers Elysium.

Thanks everyone!!

I'm still real freaked out inside...but it's weird...it's like that freaked out part is hiding and won't come out. I guess I'm just doing what I have to do to get by and then I can deal with the emotions of it later?

I think the good thoughts, wishes, and prayers are helping. I have a few opportunities available to me at this point.

My apt mgrs have been so great with me. They're not mean or nasty at all. John, the mgr I've been working with so far is one of the asst mgrs and is going to see if the main mgr would agree to let me swap apts to a 1 bedroom...but this will still be more than renting a room from someone. And if I am going to need to relocate, I'd almost rather move to a house with a yard for my dog, have cheaper rent, with a roommate of course, then go to a smaller apt.

We'll see...but I'll keep you all posted.

Just keep sending those thoughts...PLEASE!!!!

praying it all works out for you Elysium.. God helps those who at least attempt to help themselves and often we find we have much more than we need when we really stop to think about it... i will praying for your safety, health, and well being

(((Elysium)))
I am lighting a candle for you.

((((((((((((Elysium3006))))))))))))))))) my prayers are with you

Elysium........I am with you too, babe.....

Sending some of that white light your way.......

"To make sense of a muddy world, let it be still until it becomes clear"Taoist proverb

Take good care.......all good things are coming

Big hugs,

Michah

(((((((((((((((((((((((((Elyssium))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

how are things going? I hope things are ok for you

I have move out Friday with No money No Job. Worn tires on my car. Will be spending the rest of the month on Spirit Mountain. It located on very southern tip of Nevada. I will be camping out with little food and have to drive on iffy tires to get water once a week.
I have given most of my belongings to the Goodwill because I cant even afford a locker for them.

But I looking at this as a change from one part of my life to the next. Letting go of past and begining anew. I will see beautiful sun rises and sunsets from Spirit Mountain and all the wonderfull Aminals that greet me every day while I am there.

You will do well and view this as a new begining for yourself.