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Please pray for me, I have been dealing with this depression since July 2010 or even longer. I need help. Please pray that I get back to my old self. I don't know how much longer I can do this. Thanks.
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(((Always Rejoice))) I don't pray but I have good thoughts your way- Hope you feel better soon
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(((alwaysrejoice)) - I know that deep feeling of wanting things to change or improve and I've wished for change. Sending strong vibes for healing your way.
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Don't Stop Believin
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I'm 110% ADD and always have been BUT, I suppose, also compulsive-obsessive about a few things. I guess, because I've never felt really well, I've tried to keep a lot of things (lab reports, letters from doctors, appointment cards, etc.) BUT while my compulsive-obsessive side keeps all this stuff, my ADD side keeps it wildly disorganized!
Recently I got to thinking back over my medical/mental health background and my compulsive-obsessive side decided to actually buy some folders and make some kind of order out of my medical life through the years. I actually finished my project, which surprised the heck out of my ADD side! ![]() I am 65 years old. The #1 fact that hit me like a ton of bricks as I was organizing my old medical records was that I have been going to doctors with symptoms of chronic depression for over 40 years. 40 years! I've been prescribed every antidepressant on earth, subjected to a variety of treatments, even been hospitalized - and I'm probably as depressed today as I've ever been. There have been high highs when I seemed to feel relatively O.K. and function normally and just as many low lows when I wasn't sure I could survive another day, when my depression hurt so horribly that I didn't know what to do, when relief seemed nowhere to be found. I wish I knew what causes such deep and profound depression. I'm not sure "chemical imbalance in the brain" is all there is to it but I have to believe somehow we generally try to make ourselves keep keeping on. When I got my papers all sorted, I found myself thinking back, remembering how brutal the suffering can be with depression and wondering how I endured so much of it...and how long before I feel that much pain again? Depression strikes me as something nobody understands fully unless they've dealt with it personally. I don't have any answers but please know that I know where you're coming from and I hope things will improve.
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Queen,
Very well said. Your words were encouraging. Thank you very much for responding.
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Hello, alwaysrejoice. I shall remember you.
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I will be praying for the depression will lift.
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Dear alwaysrejoice, I'm a bipolar who tends towards the depressive side. I'm currently in a rare manic mode. I know that when I'm in the dark abyss of depressive, it seems to be without end (mine usually last 3 to 9 months). I do nothing but eat and lay in bed and sleep 20 hours a day. But it does get better eventually. My prayers are with you.
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anything is possible with prayer, and faith.
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