A Higher Power -

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alphamicky said:
Well, everyone has their own opinion and I have mine. I disagree with 90% of this, but that is just me. Don't take offence. At least I hope you don't....lol

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90% of what? - - - - a Higher Power?

and.................... No offence taken, God can handle His own battles (smiles).

LoVe,
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Rhapsody said:
After a year of us being together as b/f and g/f and of me leaving my hellish home at 16 years old I found that I was pregnant.... we were both sacred, yet we carried on in hopes of taking good care of the baby I was carrying - Our First Born was to be a Bouncing Baby BOY!!


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Rhap, I like most of the post, but Abortion for me is not an options unless the circumstances were different, but I think I'm missing something, You seem like you were really happy about the baby, why did you have an abortion?
And I know that's not the main thing of the post, but just out of curiosity.

OH NO..................... WE had that BABY BOY (he is 22 yrs old now) - SORRY for the confusion....... it was the second pregnancy when our first born was just about to have his first birthday.... I had to return for my post abortion check-up on his 1st birthday (1 mth after the abortion) and that was very hard for me then, for I was starting to regret and hate myself for what I had done.... then GOD stepped in an rescued ME.

LoVe,
Rhapsody -

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Now after years of therapy and finding out at 30 yrs old that I was DID - my T and I feel that it was one of alters that went thru with the abortion.... but never the less still a part of me - (sad)