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Old Feb 18, 2014, 09:07 PM
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I'm in a lot of pain (more so than usual) and I have a whole lot of things I need to get done tonight.
I just got a bloody nose, and I made the genius decision to just watch the blood drip. Blood has been a trigger for me ever since the event that gave me PTSD. And also because of how badly it makes me want to cut. I haven't cut in three years, but when I did...it had become more than just an addiction for me.
But I don't do that any more! I don't! But that doesn't mean my skin doesn't still crawl at the sight of blood.
Oh help.
I can't do this alone. And right now I feel unbearably alone.
Why am I so stupid??
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Old Feb 18, 2014, 09:29 PM
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A video I watched a while back demonstrated the cats do, in fact always land on their feet & how they do it. I am visualizing you landing on your feet too, Stronger. Be well...
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Old Feb 18, 2014, 10:51 PM
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Wishing you the strength to make it through this struggle.
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Old Feb 18, 2014, 11:34 PM
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I made a request for you at home here tonight because after writing a prayer, posting it and viewing it, saw a warning that we are not to whisper a hint of religion. Perhaps that is my interpretation, but I withdrew my post for that reason. Trust that real prayers have gone up for you over this.
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Old Feb 19, 2014, 08:52 AM
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Old Feb 26, 2014, 01:29 PM
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hello stronger , i hope you feel better by now, even though days later , i will pray for you my friend, God loves you.
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