[Camellium]

Im so skared i have been praying, but i dont knowwhat the game plan is. Severe anxiety is so scary and i haveit when im not on a gd anti depresant. At the mental hosp i was so vulnurable...the stupid doc put me on an snri. At 150 mgs ...lots of triggers....tremors hi strung awful. What down to 1 12.5 and dealt with lots of withdrawal during those two weeks the biggest withdrawal with high anxiety. I'm afraid to go down to 75 I feel like it could be catastrophic I tried it one time and it was awful things iety anxiety was awful but the other option is to just stay on this stupid dose of this anti-depressant that's not doing anything for me. Where is my faith I don't know and I don't know what the right thing to do is I go down another dose it's 25% down and I could end up in the mental hospital again which I will know if I can take. So just stay at this Deuce to attempt to lower it and get on a different antidepressant going on in that different antidepressant at first also causes anxiety so I would be detoxing and starting something new at the same time which is a double whammy of anxiety. My doctor May give me .5 Klonopin for the morning but I don't even know if that's enough for me to get through. I'm so scared because once I go down I have to keep going down and see it to fruition and ,, fruition Mimi and it's successful or not I've already been through 6 weeks of hell including a month at the mental hospital. Again anxiety severe anxiety to my stomach horrible nervousness is my biggest symptom that doesn't go away

[IrisBloom]

hang in there and keep praying.

[mote.of.soul]

Yes, hang in there Camellium. I know, it can be a bit of a 'journey' regarding psych meds. Been there myself and am still there in some respects. If it gets too much for you, please let your doctor know exactly what you're thinking and feeling. Try not to downplay it, like I tended to do, as they're really not mind readers. Utilize the doctor, stay strong within your spirit, look this whole thing in the eye, and you'll be fine, trust me. Anyway, hugs to you Camellium, you'll be okay.