[Gasplessy]

Edit sorry

I started wishing for angelic support

Sending hugs to the community

[Yaowen]

Sending hugs to you too. Thanks.

[Ready4Peace]

Prayers for angelic support.
Hugs!

[Gasplessy]

Hello, thanks

I feel like a living joke and feel like i'm not alone in this.
But still i'm not okay with it.

[1claire]

Always remember that we are here to support you.
Sending virtual hugs to you and everyone what will visit this thread.

[1claire]

Always remember that we are here to support you.
Sending virtual hugs to you and everyone that will visit this thread.

[Gasplessy]

I wish there was a way

[mote.of.soul]

Hello Gasplessy. There are quite a few videos on YouTube about how to invoke angels. Perhaps you have watched them, but if you haven't I'll post a link. This young lady seems very certain in the ability to bring forth the angels:

[Gasplessy]

I can hardly stand myself for this
But i'm stuck. I keep replaying in my mind images from around three years ago, hoping to wake up from the current nightmare
I've been crying a lot of crocodile tears
I just wanted things to be ok, but everything started falling apart that day. Everything went more blurry and upside down

I've been quite a fighter in my small shoes in this life, but now i'm helpless facing broken situations that can't be fix

I escape in magic thinking because there are a couple of situations that are too broken now to be fixed
It's gross, vulgar... what's i've been. The undone. Losing special people without fighting.
I just keep thinking I would do anything to have that day back

No quote/reply please
Just childish tears