[pleasehelpme12]

i cant take it anymore the constant feeling of insecurity i ust wish they would leave me alone but then what then i get lonely and they come back its a visous ENDLESS cycle and i cant take it anymore i dont know who to tell but i need to figure something out because its eating me alive if you know anything please help me i dont want them there but i dont want them gone either i dont know its like theres a constant battle in my mind and im just sitting here listeng to it i just wish this had come up eirlier then i wouldnt have been so afraid to talk about it

[Gaberiel]

You hate when they are there and then can't stand the emptiness when they are gone, I get it, I am going through that right now. I wanted a normal life without them chiming in and commenting and telling me what to do, what they wanted, but they reminded me to do things, shower, brush my teeth, dress appropriately, groom, pay attention, they helped me rember. And now it's empty and alone and I don't know what to do, but I picked myself up and kept going without them, I can do this, I have been doing this. Not going to say it is easy by any means, you just have to dig deep and stay grounded, there is strength to push through it.