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Old Dec 12, 2012, 09:37 AM
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I've got schizoaffective, and I've been doing a journal lately, because both my moods and my schizoid part of the illness has been flaring up. I noticed, and I noticed this in the past too, that if I refrain from any sex for too long, my delusions and schizo acts up.

When I was first diagnosed with shizoaffective, I was under a deep guilt for having any kind of sex outside of marriage, because that's what the church teaches. So I tried to stop, and then is when my symptoms got worse. Even though I'm on meds now, it still happens to an extent. It seems like if I give in to having an orgasm, it calms me down and I'm thinking more clearly. But then I'm not doing "right". I'm sort of trapped by my beliefs and what my body is telling me.

Has anybody ever noticed this in their lives?
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Old Dec 12, 2012, 10:13 AM
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I've got schizoaffective, and I've been doing a journal lately, because both my moods and my schizoid part of the illness has been flaring up. I noticed, and I noticed this in the past too, that if I refrain from any sex for too long, my delusions and schizo acts up.

When I was first diagnosed with shizoaffective, I was under a deep guilt for having any kind of sex outside of marriage, because that's what the church teaches. So I tried to stop, and then is when my symptoms got worse. Even though I'm on meds now, it still happens to an extent. It seems like if I give in to having an orgasm, it calms me down and I'm thinking more clearly. But then I'm not doing "right". I'm sort of trapped by my beliefs and what my body is telling me.

Has anybody ever noticed this in their lives?
Cant help ya their Boss..Been single and have resorted to using MR. Palm..
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Old Dec 12, 2012, 10:21 AM
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Cant help ya their Boss..Been single and have resorted to using MR. Palm..
I used to use Mr Palm in highschool, but I looked at too much porn in my 20's. Since then I've quit regularly looking at porn.
But I have a problem having an orgasm just masturbating now.

So my question to you, is if you stopped using Mr Palm, because you felt like that was wrong too, would you go crazy like I'm describing?
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Old Dec 12, 2012, 03:42 PM
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Sex is very healing; it connects a person to their body in a way that gives them reason to appreciate having one. Isn't that the core of having the schizoaffective label? You are in one place and your body is over there somewhere else? Although I never had the actual label I have been told many times that I seem like I only visit my body from time to time and spend most of my time away from it in my own world. I told them that they were wrong and that the real world could still intrude way too much on my awareness. At one point I decided that the only reasons to live were food, sex, and alcohol. I wasn't entirely sure about food. Fortunately this was a long time ago - three or four years, maybe. The point is that if you have something that helps and does not come with harmful side effects, and you get rid of it without finding a replacement, then yes it can cause problems. It causes the kind of problems that what you were doing was helping to fix. The thing about guilt is that it is a conflict in your mind. It isn't about right or wrong. It is about the beliefs you hold in the back of your mind and in your gut feelings. Most of these beliefs have never been properly examined. Most of them came from other people, especially when you were too young to decide if you agreed with them or not. That's part of why they were never properly examined before they were installed. Then in the following years, they weren't properly examined because they were already in place and of course they were consistent with "your" beliefs. They were consistent with themselves and they were already in place. Let's say you have a belief that is causing you trouble, like that pre-marital sex is bad. Suppose you want to install a different belief, such as that monogamous sex is a great way for two people who love each other to bond and to get to know each other better. If they stay friends and do not get married that is fine. If they get married eventually that is okay, too. Sex, marriage, and love are all completely separate issues and it is not helpful to chain them together. Okay, that isn't just one belief. The point is that it doesn't matter what you decide you want to believe as long as that other belief is in the back of your mind, judging you and controlling how you feel about yourself and the actions you consciously choose. The way out isn't to fight it directly because that only serves to validate the belief. Here is how an approach like mindfulness helps. It lets you see when the old belief is surfacing, thank it for its input, and tell the old belief that you have moved on and no longer need it. As an adult you wouldn't let a small child judge you no matter how loudly it yelled. It would be too silly. The only difference is that the child is a voice inside of your head that has been stuck and unable to grow up. You can afford to see that such a child has no right to judge you; how could a child even begin to understand adult relationships? You can even choose to feel compassion instead for the child and provide the proper adult guidance to help this voice within to become unstuck and to start growing up. Unlike with actual children, these voices don't need years to get caught up when they become unstuck. And mindfulness is only one approach; it just happens to be the one I know best.
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Old Dec 13, 2012, 01:38 PM
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I used to use Mr Palm in highschool, but I looked at too much porn in my 20's. Since then I've quit regularly looking at porn.
But I have a problem having an orgasm just masturbating now.

So my question to you, is if you stopped using Mr Palm, because you felt like that was wrong too, would you go crazy like I'm describing?
Im already crazy...but yes definately if I abstain for a week Id go nuts..Im sure it would happen to most...Like that dude psych guy forgot his name think its maslow or haslow im mixing him up with someone else...Anyway, its a fundamental need for humans...Gotta get that cheek smacking sooner or later or else youll go insane...Unless theres something seriously wrong with the person...
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Old Dec 14, 2012, 09:02 AM
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There was a poster on this forum named Shoe who insisted his sz was cured by becoming sexually active. He seemed to think my son just needed a girlfriend. He directed me to this website: http://www.schizophrenia-thebeardedladydisease.com/

I have to say it didn't sound right to me. My son is very shy and hasn't had a lot of experience with women, but the year he had the most sexual activity was the one he ended up in his worst psychotic episode. Of course, none of those relationships were stable. He had three girlfriends in a row, but the relationships were very short-lived.

Maybe there's something in it. Who knows? Shoe certainly thought so, and I respected his opnion.
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