[pandarama123456789]

I haven been on for a while, but I thought I'd just pop in. I'm trying to stop taking my meds and it's been kinda rough. I've been having major mood swings and really disturbing thoughts that I can't talk to any of my friends about, it's actually scaring me so I came on here. I've been having thoughts about blood and killing things, which are things I've always thought about but now they're starting to really dominate my mind. I saw a cat today and went to go pet it when I realized I wanted to do something... else to it. It ran away from me, which was weird cause animals never run from me then I just sort of froze when I realized what I was thinking when I went up to it. And now I'm scared that I'm going to do something to my bird... I feel absolutely horrible right now. I'm almost back to my original feelings about myself: I'm a weak, evil being who deserves to be in hell.

[worthit]

I recommend taking your meds ASAP. I tried 2 that made me sooo aggressive I wanted to strangle my cat. It frightened me so much I stopped those immediately. Now I'm on Latuda,much better. Psychotic thoughts almost all gone. Good luck but do something fast.

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[Sometimes psychotic]

Originally Posted by pandarama123456789

I haven been on for a while, but I thought I'd just pop in. I'm trying to stop taking my meds and it's been kinda rough. I've been having major mood swings and really disturbing thoughts that I can't talk to any of my friends about, it's actually scaring me so I came on here. I've been having thoughts about blood and killing things, which are things I've always thought about but now they're starting to really dominate my mind. I saw a cat today and went to go pet it when I realized I wanted to do something... else to it. It ran away from me, which was weird cause animals never run from me then I just sort of froze when I realized what I was thinking when I went up to it. And now I'm scared that I'm going to do something to my bird... I feel absolutely horrible right now. I'm almost back to my original feelings about myself: I'm a weak, evil being who deserves to be in hell.

How fast are you tapering off the meds? Maybe it's too fast and causing you to get sick again.

[avlady]

Yes, take your meds as soon as the doctor lets you and see a T.

[dillpickle1983]

I 3rd say take your meds asap! Then get with your doctor as soon as you can.