decompensation

mental decompensation is like everything else- like my GM said about Kreskin bending spoons with his mind in the 70's- nothing more than "trick photography". everything was and can be explained with the simple refrein- evrything visible that cant be explained by earthly law is "trick photography"
"Have a nice Day"

Uri geller bent spoons sorry to be misleading

forgot the have a nice day smile .. .. . .

I happen to disagree about the trick photography thing.

I believe there are things out there that no one can explain and are therefore too afraid to admit they may exist.

Having said that I suppose some delusions are not good. Mine are not violent or disruptive to my life, so I have no problem with them.

It was a very interesting way of putting things, would you care to elaborate??

Take care,
Kimberly.

this is the only species on earth that is driven to elaborate so we invent language to make the "other" live in our heads and they to intrude into ours. No other animal feels this cumpulsion to expand and put thoughts transferred into the other. its happened to you.

have a -day-nice and dont forget to wear a helmet when in conversation that is audible.

I guess I'm a bit confused? Possibly the intention? I Personally do not believe in any paticular 'eathly laws'. I feel some things just can not be explained on a level of humans.

I would not say I consider it as 'trick photography' I would consider it more as a fact as we are all born with our own fingerprints and DNA, thus all are different and our senses are all different and what some may have on a higher plain or ability to hear or see may be unable to be seen by another. Thus what is seen by one or heard is only the ability of that to be while others may not have such abilities as they were not born with such character abilities. That is just what I believe or my opinion.

have a great day!

insanity and psychosis is a social construct that does not fit societys law
when you get lost in a broken down car you stop and study a map or listen to the other that says SHUT UP AND DRIVE!
I'm driving and the driven are on board.
no the intent is not confusion but clarity.

You are not driving me, whomever you are. I either drive myself or am driven by that which is beyond anything in human skin.

To continue your analogy, when those in a broken down car stop to inspect the road map, they don't ask the lost for directions. Though they might invite others who got off the beaten path to join in the effort to support one another in making sense of the map, and in fixing the cars as well.

Now THAT is clarity.

of course I'm not driving you whoever you are. . . I was not aware of suggesting that I was under that assumption.

I think confusion is the purpose Kris. The person doing the typing is an alter, of which I don't think I've met before.

Would you like to introduce yourself???

It's fine if you don't, however, please keep in mind that some of the comments you're posting are insulting to others....we're just curious as to where your thoughts come from. Malady said it best that she does the driving or an outside force. And Kris's comment about each person being different and having different perceptions just like DNA is right on target. You may believe this or you can use your rights and not listen to what anyone else has to say.

Take care of you and you have a nice night
Kimberly.

an alter what? The person named Malady says she lives in the abys in my mind or soul and i can see her if I look- so I believe we have met and Im not trying to confuse anyone Im referring to myself and my oewn experience and had some idea that it is permissable to "post " such thoughts publicly. I do beg everyones pardon for the intrusion- and kindly do not live within my self. [color:blue] [/color]

Ok... everything is ok... Kathyanita -- I also hope you have a nice day (with a smiley). Everyone else... I vote to let Kathyanita talk if she has more to say, and since she's not asking any questions, we can just be passive readers on this thread. Just a suggestion.

how are you able to talk about me and to me at the same time as though talking to the television or your car keys? Again i beg the pardon of whoever feels injured by my "typing"

I'm way past confused, I need an exploding head smiley.

I think I'll take LMo's suggestion and skip this thread. No offense to anyone, it's just some of the insinuations and statements or perhaps PERCEPTIONS are making my head reel.

Everyone have a happy

Kimberly

no need to beg pardon...that's what we're here for ! Wishing you many blessings.

stay safe,
Kimberly.

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Nor am I aware of suggesting that either. Stating fact about oneself does not equate to inferring something about another.

Peace to your house.
~Mal

thatis my point as well earlier- I figured the use of bold type in "me" was communicating that you, Malady, felt you needed to except yourself from something you imagine I'm saying about you- or anyone else personally. I was throughout being self-referential. Yet I remain accused for some reason that I have no way to anticipate or guard against.

sorry i suppose some forums belong more to some than to others
didnt mean to be an intrusion

hi kathy i support your right to post what you are feeling and if other people misread or dont understand what you are trying to say then they should take there own advise and just be passive listeners, also forums dont belong to anybody, they are there for all to see and read,

Kathy,

I agree with Mellors.

Jan

I am honestly confused, and have been obsessing on it and distressing on it since email? I do not understand are my posts bad and that I have an alter or DID?

I am trying to figure it out. I know I have been awake since the other night, only I am not intentually trying to bad or mean. I just cant sleep.

I am not sure all the way if an alter is typing the replys or not. I think possibly I do have DID and others. PTSD, Bipolar 1 with mixed states moderate, OCD, ADHD, and do not intend to upset people.

I may have taken the mental decomensation wrong. I take my medicine honestly I do. Only the decompensation of my self is happening to me. I am having troubles making sense of what I read.

chris

please dont lose sleep. I am having trouble decifering and understanding the thoughts and insights coming to me so quickly- I posted to releive myself and set out my thoughts visually. I posted here because I have had episodes of psychosis and been variously diagnosed with schizophrenia and related disorders and endured all forms af treatment except lobotomy and insulin shock. You have done and said nothing to object to and your confusion and efforts to understand are apparent and earnest. I regret to find I have become close to "a danger to self or OTHERS" and am making all efforts to remain as conventionally psychotic as possible yet still thoughtfull.
Sorry you have suffered distress at my posting.
Please do not respond as I need no fortification .

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thatis my point as well earlier- I figured the use of bold type in "me" was communicating that you, Malady, felt you needed to except yourself from something you imagine I'm saying about you- or anyone else personally. I was throughout being self-referential. Yet I remain accused for some reason that I have no way to anticipate or guard against.

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That is your interpretation. I accused you of nothing. I merely sought to distinguish myself from yourself. Can that be OK? I have weird boundaries sometimes that make that needful for ME just as you feel it needful for YOU to express what is on your mind. My words were a statement about me, not about you.

I also have no problem with you posting whatever you need or want to express yourself either.

Peace to your house.
~mal

(((((Chris))))

I am just as confused as you are, so don't feel lonely. this is a very confusing thread..I don't think you said anything that would upset anybody. You're way too caring for that.

I think it's the lack of sleep, I promise I'm not mad or offended by anything that you said and I cannot for the life of me see where anyone else would be. Please dont let this distress you anymore than it already has. I worry about my friends so much.

Take great care,
Kimberly.