[lovebug71884]

Hi everyone! I'm a little confused about what's going on with me. I've always had these things going on in my life and my mind but I just recently realized that maybe they're not real? Maybe you all can help me I'm so confused. All of my life I've been psychic to a small degree and can also see spirits. Well I've also always been afraid of the dark to the point where when I get into my bed at night, my entire body has to be on the bed, not a single finger off. Usually under the covers too. This is because when I go to close my eyes a lot of times I see people's faces (rarely full body but sometimes) and they're scary! Dead faces. I originally thought this to be a part of being a medium but I don't know any more. I can't decipher reality from fiction. I'm always afraid of the dark, can't be left alone in the house at night. I'm always afraid of what's lurking in the dark. Sometimes I even have to drive at night with my car light on inside. I haven' been sleeping well because of this lately since it's been getting worse. My mood swings are getting worse. I'lll be fine for a week, then all of a sudden snap at whoever's around. I'll get all iritated and agitated inside. But what confuses me is I have such a great relationship with God! Why would all this still be getting worse, shouldn't it be going away? I don't usually hear voices although I have heard the ocassional yell of "Stop" if I'm doing something I shouldn't be but I figured again that this was spirits. I find it's hard to concentrate and focus on things now too. I'm so confused! If anyone has any insight, I'd appreciate it! Thanks!

[jmo531]

Hi Lovebug and welcome to PC

I would talk to your therapist about this. They would be able to provide more insight then I would. I know how upsetting this must be for you and I am sorry your having such a hard time right now.
Like I said, I would talk to a therapist. That would be my first step. Please keep us posted on this.

Hugs,

Jen

[BlueFaith]

Hello Lovebug. Welcome. I agree with Jen. I think you should talk to your therapist about all of this. Living in fear is horrible, and I am very sorry that you are scared. Please update us on your situation!

-Jennifer-