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Frown Apr 04, 2011 at 08:45 PM
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Is there anyone else out there who sometimes thinks they have a special things to do in this world . . lyk a magic power or task?? . . im the gate keeper of the bad . . i live in the normal world and i let out all the demons into the world . . they come to me and talk and i do their work lyk turning people bad . . well that how i see it anyway . . theyre scary but they talk to me and tell me what to do . . it has to be done . . an yone else ever feel something similar?? . . or am alone on this?? . .
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Default Apr 04, 2011 at 09:19 PM
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I haven't felt this way, but i know that many do. Those who don't accept this as a real experience, are unfamiliar with powers and pricipalities, in my opinion. I am sorry that you suffer this. It must be very, very scary for you and probably doesn't do a lot for your self esteem. Maybe i'm wrong. Most people would say this is psychosis. I would suggest that you try to side yourself with the positive and tell all these "demons" that you speak of to get lost. Regardless of what we call it, medication can shut off or reduce the unwanted commands. Please try to go another way. If it helps you to think of it as mental illness, well, you have a lot of company. It's some type of breakdown in perceptual filtering, but whether that which is no longer being filtered out [you describe them as "demons"] comes from inside our minds or externally, is difficult to say.

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Default Apr 05, 2011 at 04:04 AM
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I don't have demons exactly... but I do have ghosts hanging around sometimes.

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Default Apr 06, 2011 at 12:44 AM
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I don't feel that i have demons telling me what to do, but I do think that I am a precognitive... And I don't know about ghosts :P
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Default Apr 13, 2011 at 07:52 PM
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i dont know i think its more than psychosis . . i really do . . i sometimes feel things around me and inside me . . one time a demon pinned me to my bed . . i couldnt scream or breath for a very very long time . . and if that wasnt supernatural then i would be dead .. even if ur mind is doing these thigns to you: you would still have to breath right?? . . i wish it was as simple to just say its all in my head and i have the power to stop it . . but what if I cant . . what if im just sensitive to paranormal beings and that its for a reason?? . . if you think about it: a doctor would tell me im mentally ill and this is why its happening . . a priest would think that im in need of an excorsism (well maybe not s extreme) . . but that thses entities are more than just a chemical imbalance . .
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Default Apr 13, 2011 at 09:28 PM
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When you wrote, demon pinned me to my bed . . i couldnt scream or breath for a very very long time, It made me think of sleep paralysis.
Some people will sense an evil presence in the room or feel like they are being attack by some supernatural being.
This is a good book on the subject.
http://www.amazon.com/Sleep-Paralysi...2747298&sr=1-1
Here is a link to a 10 part you tube interview by David Hufford that you may find helpful also.
http://www.youtube.com/view_play_lis...otation_209443
Hope this helps some, Shoe

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i dont know i think its more than psychosis . . i really do . . i sometimes feel things around me and inside me . . one time a demon pinned me to my bed . . i couldnt scream or breath for a very very long time . . and if that wasnt supernatural then i would be dead .. even if ur mind is doing these thigns to you: you would still have to breath right?? . . i wish it was as simple to just say its all in my head and i have the power to stop it . . but what if I cant . . what if im just sensitive to paranormal beings and that its for a reason?? . . if you think about it: a doctor would tell me im mentally ill and this is why its happening . . a priest would think that im in need of an excorsism (well maybe not s extreme) . . but that thses entities are more than just a chemical imbalance . .
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Default Apr 16, 2011 at 04:05 PM
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I've had various episodes like this. The following symptoms (though not all at the same time.)

Thought I had a special mission (too boring to explain) that, when I had finished would usher in the end of the world. Saw and heard angels, demons, ghosts etc, believed I could make myself invisible and influence the weather. As well as believing that I could shape shift in the astral plane and spy on people. As well as thinking I was being spied on, bugged, followed by police. As well as thinking I was psychic and could hear what people were thinking (they all hated me... you can imagine how that impacted my relations, when I wouldn't believe people weren't out to get me.)

I still think that there's something out there which I can't get a handle on, something in the spiritual plane, but my meds have shut them out, which is great. Perhaps it is just pure psychoses, perhaps there's something else... it doesn't matter. We can escape it, when the meds are sorted. I'd talk to your pdoc... something can be done.

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Default May 01, 2011 at 05:17 PM
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Is there anyone else out there who sometimes thinks they have a special things to do in this world . . lyk a magic power or task?? . . im the gate keeper of the bad . . i live in the normal world and i let out all the demons into the world . . they come to me and talk and i do their work lyk turning people bad . . well that how i see it anyway . . theyre scary but they talk to me and tell me what to do . . it has to be done . . an yone else ever feel something similar?? . . or am alone on this?? . .
Yes, and this is normally the thing I worry about the most. I had a strange(ish) coincidence happen at my birth which makes me feel like I am responsible for some kind of task or that I am chosen by a higher power. I don't know if it's OCD or a bit of delusion in my case, though.
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Default May 02, 2011 at 12:32 PM
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I have psychic powers that I can't control. It also influences events around the world and more. I don't like this power. There are times where I don't predict something for a long time and other times where I constantly predict things. When I just predict things out of my head (with no vision that is just predicting out of the blue with no feeling) its usually wrong but when I get a vision or dream about it its usually right.
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Default May 12, 2011 at 12:38 PM
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My daughter believes she is queen of an alternate universe within a multitude of universes....and that she has a mission to save the world. She is not human and I am not like her so I cannot possibly understand. She communicates with specific individuals within this universe, talks to them in a different language, sends them messages from my glove box....so on and so forth. She has a scar on her leg from an accident clearly witness by many mere mortals but she claims that is a cover story for a battle scar she got fighting to save the world. Sometimes people from the other universe come to her and she will physically act out a task - rocking an invisible baby for example. This has been going on since she was 3....well, since I became aware of it. Perhaps it has always been with her. She isn't afraid of it and in fact delights in the fact that the rest of us are so ignorant.
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Default May 12, 2011 at 02:13 PM
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I think these thoughts of having special powers come from being someone who is more sensitive to the feelings of others than most people are. As children we tend to incorporate a picture of "other people" into our own minds -- or how we perceive these people to be. So we may feel we have a mission to save them, or the whole world, because no one else is doing it (and we "need" for them to be "saved"). But you cannot save the world totally inside your mind. You have to learn how the world really functions before you can do anything to improve it that works in reality. Wishing does not make it so.

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Default May 12, 2011 at 07:54 PM
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Interesting - she is extremely talented at "reading" other people's emotions.
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Default May 12, 2011 at 08:31 PM
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I always thought I could read minds and had "visions" of things happening. they are so real, I something can't deny them.

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Default May 13, 2011 at 11:22 AM
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Can you explain your visions more? She talks about the world we're in as being "in color". The alternate world is always with her but she says she can usually keep the people from distracting her by telling them to go away. She also says that the body that we see here is actually her double from the other universe and that they take turns being here.
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Default May 13, 2011 at 04:06 PM
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My visions are always like... Let's say I'm out with my family, all of a sudden everything fades away and my house is on fire. Everything's burning while we're not there. It's like a dream, but I'm awake.

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A walking nightmare.
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