not getting a point across

I find it very difficult when in conversation with a person or even a group of people to get my point across.

What I mean is, that I will have something that I want to say and instead of it comeing out the way I hear it in my head or have writen it down on the page, it all comes out wrong. The words mixed up, jummbled like a word salad. and even though it is writen, the words on the page then become unledgable and I can not even find what I had writen so that I can read it.

my point is then completely lost. Im thought of as being misguided, with an empty heart, unaware of the truth very confused ro just crazy. Rather then the person asking me, "What your trying to say is ________?" Or, "do you mean this?"

I become so frustrated. I do not say anything as the words would not come out even if I try, but instead I take it home and think of it over and over again trying to make sence of what just happened and I get angry that Im missunderstood. Then I end up yelling at someone because I feel this way.

does this happen to any one eles?

This happens to me a lot... But then again, I have a lot of problems which exist to make it worse with me. Such as being overly-analytical or overly-philosophical, to where I tend to concern myself with the existential nature of what I'm trying to convey. And when it comes to emotions, ****ing forget it-- I don't really experience them that much, so I have to intellectualize myself which has its own inherent issues.
Hopefully you are able to work through this. Are there specific things you have problems conveying? Like, could there be a root cause linked to emotions or something? Maybe it's as simple as intensive therapy... Trying to convey things, however hard it may be, until you can comfortably talk about the things in specific you have the hardest time with.

Yes, all the time! That's why I don't talk much at all and when I do talk it's so quiet no one can hear me because I'm trying to talk slow and calm. I don't make much sense anymore and everyone thinks I'm an idiot even though I know more than everyone I know. I don't get mad anymore because of it, it's more depressing than anything.

I get anxious and excited and then I become loud... at first i dont even realize it, then as soon as I do... then i get more anxious because im loud... and then I stummble around amlessly trying to get my tounge to match my mind and heart... then I get more anxious so I try to explain it more and differently and then more anxious and... well a vicious cycle... and WHA LA word salad...

I get word salad or disorganized speech all the time. Right now I am depressed and hopeless. This is because the world is fine. Everything's great except for me. Mom needs 2 surgeries coming up. I have autism. I used to scream. I am very sorry. I have done horrible things in the Universe and Earth. I am going to my exciting psychiatrist this week and will tell her that I am anxious and depressed. I have panic attacks. Thoughts swirl around me. I am an artist that starves and thankfully I live with my parents and if I didn't I would be dead. I do have a limited time left though. Sometimes its hard to get my point across but in a way I think everyone does occasionally. Human. There are a lot of cows out here in the middle of nowhere. That is my location. Moo. In cities its in the future compared to us. I don't like going to my psychiatrist though because I doubt she believes me about what I am saying. She downplays it and basically said "deal with it" "it is what it is" and "who cares." I have been in the hospital before and they also downplay everything. I only have a few that believes me and that is my case worker and my psychologist. The economy is strong. of course it doesn't affect us. I want the End of the world so I don't have to worry about anything anymore.