[RunningEagleRuns]

I get pressure to do and not do things. Imagine a voice that seems like God telling you its wrong to do the things you love. So if you like drawing imagine a voice tell you to stop or that its wrong. Now imagine that it is this way with pretty much everything you enjoy. Then imagine voices telling you to do things you dont want to do. And all this time the voices claim to be God. Thats my life.

[SkyBlueCure]

Originally Posted by RunningEagleRuns

I get pressure to do and not do things. Imagine a voice that seems like God telling you its wrong to do the things you love. So if you like drawing imagine a voice tell you to stop or that its wrong. Now imagine that it is this way with pretty much everything you enjoy. Then imagine voices telling you to do things you don't want to do. And all this time the voices claim to be God. Thats my life.

Hi!
Sorry for your troubles.

Does your God sound anything like either or both of your parents? Dealing with god is no different than dealing with negative destructive parents etc.
"How to say no without feeling guilty" - there is a good book. It sounds like you have internalized negativity from what other people have done to you in your life. Deal with that and maybe the voices will get friendlier.

If God ever speaks to me, I 'd ask him to prove it by telling me the next lottery numbers. But don't bet the farm on it, he might not really know