really looking to go outside to meet new people

Thanks cusack. I'm sorry your mom doesn't seem to be on your side. She might just not understand, because the outsiders feel safe to her? She can't truly know how you feel, even if you try to explain it.
How do you feel your meals and place to sleep are disturbed? Is it because people visit the house?

thank you there.because she's upset to you there,and you just can't relax for meal or sleep.besides it is relaxation or peace that fills the day mostly.there is just provocation in the air.
the key is that that does not give me much of positivity or reason to go to an extend of bearable.i got to find the method to....build my power...adapt...haha,my english running up.

I see. With so much tension and upset in the air, it is difficult to ever get really relaxed, and therefore unable to really get to enjoy anything, even a peaceful meal.
Do you see a doctor, or a therapist, or anyone like that who helps you?

hahaha,i guess i have to see the ones who can help me where reason or truth is around.just a lot of material or interests oriented.

I will agree that there is often a lack of reason or truth around.

alright,hope you can tell me where it is when a spark goes in your mind.friend.

Thank you, I will do my best. You tell me if you find it first? Searching for truth is a good cause.

vent today.people are so cold.weak draws bully.

hey,i am trying really hard to restore the true things,people're just out of them,i can't do it by myself.

Sorry people are being cold to you. I agree that bullies are drawn to weakness.

What are the true things?

what are your relying?

can you tell me why there are so little responses.in the case that i explain much,and all just turn mute forever,my last efforts goes to thin air.

see?thank you,a.

they try to destroy me,i don't let them,ended with my health damaged,simple like that.hold the fking on.

Hi cusack! I am usually not online much over the weekend, sorry I haven't been around.
I am so sorry it feels like people are out to destroy you. That's so scary. I hope it is better today.

i found a job today,half day,volunteer.i may get kicked tomorrow because i got too nervous today.was just out of a disturbing place and afraid of being put down and disturbed again in the new place,afraid that couldn’t get work done and then put down by customers and collegues.need support and reason upholded in that new place.
Customers demand a thing done right sharp.besides I couldn’t talk around,with collegues.

You found a job? That's awesome!!!!!!
The most important thing to remember when customers seem rude is that it's not personal. They don't even know you. Maybe they are just frustrated by the store policies, or they're having a bad day for some other reason.
What do you do at your job? What sort of business is it? I'm so excited for you!

It's great you found a job! Congratulaitons! Rude customers are the worst part about jobs, I agree. Like Gretta said, it's not personal - they're just being random twats for no good reason.

Ways to be material enquired.

share your opinion on this.in my opinion,there is only 10% true at maximum in society.even at workplaces.

how much is it true in society?

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95%

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got screwed up,big thank that i am still breathing at the moment.

what happened