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Sep 13, 2012, 10:35 PM
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Two "friends" at my school found out about my psychosis... I don't know how that is possible... I hate it. Just the label causes them not to talk to me... What if the rest of the school found out... I don't care about the label, but other people do... I'm just another crazy who should be locked away to them...
 ... I hate the way that there is suddenly a huge divide because of it... I don't need more isolation... and I don't need their pity... and I don't need their disgust...And does this mean that I'm being watched?  how did they find out? From my old pdoc, or did they hack my computer? that is the only way I can think of...Bad day...
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Sep 13, 2012, 10:46 PM
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I'm really sorry you've had a bad day. Are you in high school?
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Sep 14, 2012, 11:26 AM
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I'm sorry you're having a bad day and this happened. I am guessing, your two friends went looking for the information and got it on their own. I don't think your doctor told them.
It is not your fault and they were not true friends if they were willing to hack into your personal space, and not true friends if they now judge you because of what they learned.
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Sep 14, 2012, 08:15 PM
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Yeah, I'm a senior... Well... One of them said that I revealed the information to them in a text message... but that only accounts for one of theses so called "friends..." If I did actually tell them, then it is my fault... however I don't remember it(I have memory problems though)... and the message is not on my phone... I don't know what to do...
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Sep 14, 2012, 09:50 PM
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 High school's a tough time. I hope they don't actively bother you or spread rumors.
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Sep 15, 2012, 03:49 AM
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You could always tell them it is not true. Maybe they were fishing out of suspicion and told you that just to see what you say, people at my old job did that people all the time to get information.
dont let it get you down......hugs and dont let other people define who you are I know what happens to a person when you do.....
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Sep 15, 2012, 10:28 PM
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Ok... I will tell them it isn't true... I think that they already know though... This is bad...
Everything is just spiraling downward...
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Sep 16, 2012, 07:24 AM
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I knew a woman once who wanted to come out as a lesbian. She picked a person to tell - one of the other women who lived in her scholarship hall. She worked up her nerve and told her. They had a little discussion, and she felt triumphant that she'd come out to someone. A few months later, she mentioned it again to this same woman. The woman says, "Are you a lesbian? I didn't know that!"  I think about that whenever I worry that people might be gossiping about me. Other people are way less interested in us than we imagine they are. It could be these two jerkwads really care about whether you have a mental illness. Or it could be they're looking to needle you. Hold your head up and ignore them. Most people who hear this gossip won't care. I know that's hard to believe, but it's true. Some people will even defend you, because they have loved ones who are suffering with MI. Or they are themselves. For the people who do care-- they'll be looking at how you react. If you shrug it off, you give them nothing to talk about. If you get angry or act out in some way, they'll be saying, "Ah ha! Look how he's acting. Must be something to this!"
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Sep 16, 2012, 03:40 PM
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It doesn't even matter anymore... oh god... Why am I concerned with them... when they are watching... I am being watched... they know I am writing this... they are coming to kill me...
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Sep 21, 2012, 08:16 AM
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Hope you are doing ok
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Sep 22, 2012, 02:25 AM
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I know how it is. This too shall pass. Peace will fill your heart and mind.
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Sep 25, 2012, 09:31 PM
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I'm ok for now. I know something bad will happen some time soon. Not sure when. Not sure who. I feel like the whole world is against me. eh... i don't even care much anymore. I would rather have anyone kill me, then the alternative. I wish everyone would leave me alone, forever.
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