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Old Nov 30, 2012, 05:25 PM
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The voices keep accusing me of being a sociopathic predator... the sexual kind. It doesn't scare me; it's just irritating.

Do your voices ever accuse you of crimes?
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Old Nov 30, 2012, 10:30 PM
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my voices have absolutely accused me of committing crimes. i have even confessed to police to having committed a crime before. (i didn't actually do anything, i was just confused) i'm glad it doesn't scare you, but i can certainly see how it would be irritating.
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Old Dec 01, 2012, 10:02 AM
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I guess today I'm a serial killer. I just roll my eyes at this BS. lol
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Old Dec 01, 2012, 10:16 AM
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Mine just tell me in worthless and deserve to die :/ ive attempted suicide 2 times....
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Old Dec 01, 2012, 01:09 PM
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Mine just tell me in worthless and deserve to die :/ ive attempted suicide 2 times....
Sorry to hear that. Mine also tell me to hurt myself. I won't do it - they are not worth it.

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Old Dec 01, 2012, 01:14 PM
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just because they say something, doesn't make it true! i'm glad you're able to roll your eyes at it outoftune.
and just because they tell you to do it, doesn't mean you have to. even though they can be very very convincing sometimes.
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Old Dec 01, 2012, 02:30 PM
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It took a few months of medication to bring my overactive imagination back down to Earth. I spent about six months of my psychosis unmedicated. At the time I believed almost everything the voices said. I was so delusional that I threw out my computer and most of my possessions because voices said they were evidence. I then moved 150 miles from what had been my home for seventeen years. I thought my neighbors were CIA agents. I really regret it now that I'm doing better.
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you've got a great head on your shoulders outoftune. way to throw off the BS! its all it is, ********.
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The voices keep accusing me of being a sociopathic predator... the sexual kind. It doesn't scare me; it's just irritating.

Do your voices ever accuse you of crimes?


No, they do not accuse me of committing a crime, but it does seem as if something terrible has just taken place.

My voices are a group a of women, gathered together, speaking in an Eastern Europe language, which I can not identify. Occasionally, I can catch a word here or there, but never understand them, truly. They are upset by something, that is obvious, but I do not know what, and I strain in silence to gather any bit of understanding, I may receive.

It is my hallucinations that scare me most, because I am positive that I am seeing "the boys," until I reach out my hand to comfort them, and it passes through nothing, and they disappear, leaving me frightened, alone in my room.

These experiences are fairly new to me, about six months or so. Does anyone know why they happen?

I am not sleeping.
They are not dreams.

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Old Dec 02, 2012, 06:40 AM
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I'm not on meds, so I think they are being truthful......
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Old Dec 02, 2012, 08:41 AM
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I have about 5 main voices but 1 of those is named Steve. He is always telling me to hurt myself or things of that nature. He hasn't lately, but he has before accused me of having a demon inside me. He would always tell me how bad I was and that the demon was so stitched into my soul that I would never be free. Meds has help with this. Now, he just bullies me even worse than I was in middle and high school. To be honest, I would rather be bullied than be told I had a demon lurking inside my soul.
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Old Dec 02, 2012, 08:57 AM
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fleeing, do you know any Eastern European languages? Can you understand what the women are saying?

Consider yourself lucky that you don't have delusions of persecution. I hate feeling like I need to defend myself even when I know it's not true.
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Old Dec 02, 2012, 09:01 AM
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I have about 5 main voices but 1 of those is named Steve. He is always telling me to hurt myself or things of that nature. He hasn't lately, but he has before accused me of having a demon inside me. He would always tell me how bad I was and that the demon was so stitched into my soul that I would never be free. Meds has help with this. Now, he just bullies me even worse than I was in middle and high school. To be honest, I would rather be bullied than be told I had a demon lurking inside my soul.
Tell 'em to shut up. Put 'em in their place. My voices sound like school bullies too... namecalling, lies, torture... I think that's part of why I have PTSD. I'm glad your meds work for you.
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Old Dec 02, 2012, 09:11 AM
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I'm not on meds, so I think they are being truthful......
I think there are people not on meds who hear voices and still question whether they're being truthful or not. At least from time to time they manage to doubt the voices.

According to Edward Podvoll in Recovering Sanity that's one of the techniques John Thomas Perceval used in pulling himself out of psychosis into reality. When he felt doubt, he'd strengthen the feeling. He had command voices which would threaten to harm him if he didn't do what they said. He would defy them, and then notice that they never carried out their threats.

Personally I think voices come from the mind of the person who is hearing them. But even if you believe they come from outside of you, you don't have to believe them.
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Old Dec 02, 2012, 12:32 PM
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Tell 'em to shut up. Put 'em in their place. My voices sound like school bullies too... namecalling, lies, torture... I think that's part of why I have PTSD. I'm glad your meds work for you.
Thanks! I try to put him in his house and shutter the windows. The other ones don't bother me as much as he does.
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