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Dec 31, 2012, 08:31 AM
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I post here and I don't have schizophrenia - even if I agreed with my Dr, it still wouldn't be schizophrenia - but that's what the gang stalkers go for and to be honest I don't even think what they say I have is even real.
I think all the other things on here are real - like I had OCD and I can agree with that, but this new thing it's not even real, it's not on the NHS website either, but my posts usually get moved here. Doesn't it suck that - not only do they not believe me - they gave something that doesn't even exist. It's not like I want something, obviously I don't - but when I had OCD people understood,like my psychologist knew why my hands were red, she knew why I was freaking out about a red mark. With this though - I don't have that - I don't have people believing it's gang stalking, even after proof, what more do they need, so they want to mock me with something that doesn't exist. Then a new assessment soon - when they'll tell me it's still the same, why do that though - they could at least just put anxiety.
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#2
Dec 31, 2012, 09:01 AM
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what new thing
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Dec 31, 2012, 09:08 AM
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The one I told you, I put new because of when the other Dr tried to change it.
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Dec 31, 2012, 10:33 AM
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Did they say what NHS stands for?
I post here and I don't have schizophrenia either. I have bipolar with possible psychoitc features. It's only "possible" because it happened before I was in treatment. However, I often wonder if I would have gotten the schizphrenia mark instead if I'd seen a pdoc then, because my delusion lasted for around 5 years or so. Or perhaps schizoaffective.
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#5
Dec 31, 2012, 11:06 AM
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OOOOOOOOOOH.
right. yea some people get labeled with schizophrenia even if they dont hear voices sometimes. i think it depends on the doctor. but that new one is an actual disorder in the USA. idk about UK. um me i post here because i have nothing else to do and need to vent or ill blow up externally and just be another violent schizophrenic statistic. and im labeled with schizophrenia. of course i already said.
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Jan 01, 2013, 06:29 AM
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It just seems like it's made up - it's like - Oh hell they don't fit into anything else, lets add this so we don't have to listen to them either.
The NHS is the UK healthcare - but it's not on the website, it's not there at all. I've seen 1 website that has a forum for it - wikipedia say's it's uncommon, but how does gang stalking get confused with DD - not even writing it all out, they just mock me with it. I'm not taking meds for something that isn't real either, at first I'm faking, then I'm copying call of duty, then they mock me more. It says it's not serious - having DD your life is fine - but not when it's gang stalking - it's very serious. I can't phone anyone for help if I needed it - because at the most its just like having mild anxiety, the crisis team even told my dad they don't help for that - why not just put gang stalking.
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Jan 01, 2013, 02:38 PM
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I saw something today, wasn't a chemtrail or contrail.
Was more like kind of a line from a laser , then it disappeared.
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Jan 01, 2013, 05:19 PM
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Not that it matters, because no one cares anyway.
Since they'll stop my benefits - I'll have to look for a job now as well
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Jan 01, 2013, 06:01 PM
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Not that I never want to, it was just 1 less thing to worry about for now.
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#10
Jan 02, 2013, 03:59 AM
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I haven't been diagnosed as schizophrenic, just as psychosis NOS related to PTSD. Not everyone who gets paranoid or hallucinates has sz.
Kureha, if you don't mind me asking... do you hear voices? See things not related to your gangstalking experience? Or is it just paranoia? I'm curious how your doctors came to your diagnosis. |
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Jan 02, 2013, 05:28 AM
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Oh wow right, I never said I wanted a diagnosis of schizophrenia, obviously I don't, I just wanted them to take me seriously and anxiety is real.
Why DD because then they don't have to see me and I will have to get a job, which they will be there and I will not last longer than a week with out getting fired. I don't hear voices, not since I was kid I don't see things, well just what everyone else does, like things flying at them, insects that disappear, but yeah I know they aren't hallucinations. I don't have delusions either. I am effin scared though, but TIs get no help.
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#12
Jan 02, 2013, 05:37 AM
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In fact there is not much point me posting here, everyone is here because they or someone they know is sick.
I'm just feeding other people delusions (got that from the nurse) I'm making people paranoid.
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#13
Jan 02, 2013, 05:43 AM
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I shouldn't be posting, I don't fit anywhere on here.
3 Drs, 6 nurses lying to me and now the new Dr and nurse are, why do it, everyone here can see I'm not sick, so why say I am. I didn't include my ex psychologist in that, yeah she said the same things, but that's different.
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Jan 02, 2013, 05:48 AM
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I'm sorry I was being selfish, posting my stuff and you are all struggling.
I know people hate TIs because they don't want involved. I just can't take it, the drones, the black helicopters, constantly followed, the cameras in the sky, the thoughts into my head and the mind control.
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Jan 02, 2013, 05:57 AM
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They have 100+
I have myself and a knife Really fair
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Jan 02, 2013, 06:58 AM
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Humble yourselves, therefore, under the mighty hand of God, that He may exalt you at the proper time, casting all your anxiety upon Him, because He cares for you.
SO WHY AM I STILL HERE EVEN GOD HAS LEFT ME - NO HOPE
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Jan 02, 2013, 07:43 AM
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Think I'm going to cancel, not much point wasting their time, stopping people that are sick seeing them.
Don't know if I should call or keep the appointment and tell them then.
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Jan 02, 2013, 07:44 AM
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Now I look like a retard replying to myself.
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Jan 02, 2013, 08:29 AM
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He has not left you...And you do fit in here... I believe that we face pure evil everyday and my T and PD say because I am high functioning that I o not fit the Dx I was given, but I am a mirror of what others want... I do not let on to most the struggles that i face... I do not tell others what I know to be real cause then I end up drugged to the hilt by the Dr. and they put me in the P Ward... Also if I let on that I know that the Evil is arround me then they attack... If I pretend that they are not there, they seem to back off and leave me alone for the most part... but when My anxiety gets high and stressors of life pile up on me, I break because I can not pretend anymore that Im this high functioning person everyone thinks... It takes a lot to hold my self togethere everyday for the people around me and I fear that S.S. will take away my money and make me work... If that happens I know where I will end up so it is hard to know what mirror to look into so I will know what I am suppose to be like... When the waters rise up over my head and there is no one who can help, that is when I feel that god has left me, but the truth is that is when I need to look up and see who has been holding my hand all the time and that is when He will pull me up... He can only bind us in His arms when we let go of the world and fall in to His arms! If you were not here posting I would not find strength to keep going... you have encouraged me when I have been in my darkest moments like so many others here... Even when I have not posted... and no one here knows what im going through at the moment, your post and theirs has helped me find strength to continue in this life when I have been ready to say good by forever...I hope you stay around for a long time... I would miss you.
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Jan 02, 2013, 08:54 AM
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Thanks
 I know it's real, god knows it is, but he knows he can't save me. No one believes I have a hard time with - because it isn't real to anyone else. I got the fake label and some people here don't even believe me. Why would I lie about a fake label? I just wish I had a gun.
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#21
Jan 02, 2013, 09:21 AM
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I hope you keep posting here, Kureha.
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Jan 02, 2013, 09:51 AM
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I just want to talk to someone, but there is no one.
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Jan 02, 2013, 10:41 AM
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Actually no I don't - it wouldn't help - it's not like anyone wants to listen.
No one ever had much nice to say I think they never liked you anyway Oh take Me from the hospital bed Wouldn't it be grand To take a pistol by the hand? And wouldn't it be great If we were dead?
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Jan 02, 2013, 10:42 AM
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Hate me - destroy me !!!!!!!!!!!!!
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#25
Jan 02, 2013, 10:43 AM
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I'm so sorry you're suffering so much, Kureha. I wish I could help. I can only offer sympathy.
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