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Old Feb 07, 2013, 10:07 AM
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I screwed up - because I stopped taking my meds - I have to get an injection - if I refuse I'm getting sectioned for up to 6 months - could be more or less.

I told the nurse I can't - it's not just a needle phobia - it's an OCD thing - I've been obsessing about it all day.

Going to see if I can take abilify again - but I know it will be NO.
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Old Feb 07, 2013, 10:40 AM
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I'm sorry, hon.
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Old Feb 07, 2013, 10:52 AM
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Old Feb 07, 2013, 11:27 AM
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My parents get to see the Dr about it next week, I get to talk to the nurse if I have any questions.

It's obviously hospital - I already told her I'm not taking it and I'm not going to hospital.
I'll take my phone and run if I need to do that and some money.
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Old Feb 07, 2013, 11:42 AM
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Old Feb 07, 2013, 01:16 PM
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Wish I had my psychologist to talk to
It's not like I can talk to the Dr or nurse anymore.

No one goes to hospital for refusing meds, it doesn't happen, effin receptionist has done this, they have them planted in the hospital - life for life, but their sentence won't be forever, going to send me to die.
Because they know from my notes why I can't do needles.
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Old Feb 07, 2013, 03:21 PM
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this is the beginning of the end
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Old Feb 07, 2013, 03:25 PM
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take the abilify dammit kureha. TAKE IT. i almost got put on injections 3 times. i told them i would just take the oral meds.
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Old Feb 07, 2013, 03:25 PM
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Going to call and cancel tomorrow - I give up with this all ****ing against me, all lies.
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Old Feb 07, 2013, 03:26 PM
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I can't, it's past that now, the nurse said its injections now.
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Old Feb 07, 2013, 04:18 PM
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:: ok.

dk what else to say
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Old Feb 08, 2013, 05:05 AM
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It's ok - I cancelled all my appointments - no more Drs or nurses.

So much for it being a fresh start - things have got worse since she said that.

They are projecting things through my eyes now as well.

Still can't sleep either.
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Old Feb 08, 2013, 07:42 AM
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Are you a genuine danger to yourself or others? In the US, at least, I think that would be the only justification for forcing someone to take drugs.
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Old Feb 08, 2013, 07:50 AM
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It's different in England - get sectioned for refusing medication.

I'm not a danger, but I would get in first.

They are everywhere - the nurse has turned against me.

I really want to talk because there is so much crazy stuff going on and I need someone to help.
I'm so scared.
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Old Feb 08, 2013, 07:53 AM
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I really want to talk because there is so much crazy stuff going on and I need someone to help.
I think it is hard anywhere to get real help, to get someone to really listen to you. There are so few good resources -- and so great a need. It is not you; it is the system -- if you can call it a system.

Medication seems to help for some people, but it is not enough by itself.
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Old Feb 08, 2013, 08:19 AM
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I had a nurse that would see me every week and a Dr that would see me when I needed to before appts.
They turned against me though - trying to force meds, so I cancelled them all.

Just me and the stalkers now.
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Old Feb 08, 2013, 09:13 AM
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Something is wrong - I don't feel right.

I think I'll cancel the course I was going to do - I can't get to uni, I can barely leave the house.
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Old Feb 08, 2013, 09:28 AM
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Am so sorry , they sound like there screwing with you
I know what its like being too scared to go out
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Old Feb 08, 2013, 11:03 AM
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Old Feb 08, 2013, 11:12 AM
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[quote=KUREHA;2872514]
No one goes to hospital for refusing meds, it doesn't happen, quote]

I just got sentenced a couple of weeks ago.... The stipulation is if I do not take meds and go to all my apointments, I will get a fine of 1500.00 and 1 year in either Jail or back to the Phyc facility I was in for a year... so I can not refuse.

It does happen and Im living proof.

Im sorry that this is happening to you,,, I think it is a horrible thing that we can not decide fo our self what we want to do.

Im so so sorry. I hope your okay.
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Old Feb 08, 2013, 11:43 AM
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I cancelled all my appointments - so I'm left alone.
I can't go back - because when you leave that's it and if I ever did want meds, I won't be able to get any, because the GP won't give those kind.

I've got a bit of abilify left - so I might take that. Before I do something I might regret - I'm not sure my knife will be clean much longer - because they are ready.
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Old Feb 08, 2013, 12:33 PM
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Well, be careful with the abilify and starting it if you can never get your Rx refilled. Be safe with that. Too bad you can't go somewhere else for help instead of the same place as before.

But do stay safe.
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Old Feb 08, 2013, 12:44 PM
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I just emailed the Samaritans - don't have to be suicidal.
I can't call the crisis team, because they don't help with what is in my notes.

I don't care anymore - the abilify won't last and it will eventually happen, probably just kill each other.
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Old Feb 08, 2013, 04:28 PM
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Can you talk to your mum and dad about feeling like this ?
Am sorry things are hard
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Old Feb 09, 2013, 04:49 AM
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It just starts an arguement when I talk to them about it.
That's why I liked talking to my nurse.
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