Whatever

oh sorry im in the wrong thread

I hope everything goes okay for you.

I actually read an article yesterday that instantly made me think of you and Newtus, Kureha. It is about the new immigration policy that the US is putting in place now. One of the new things is they are going to be adding more funding to boarder patrole and one of the things they are getting is UNMANNED DRONES to patrole the boarder.

It made my skin crawl to read that.

Well nearly sorted for tomorrow - like OMG I get to see the Dr.

I haven't decided on my protection yet.

I hope the doctor is ok and she got my message, the other receptionist has me thinking something because of how she was when I said my name.

Had to change stuff from google - have to learn new words today - sure thats awesome and I might have accidentally insulted her, but I'll know tomorrow.

Freaked out about the other receptionist/secretary, I'll be ready though.

Dark heart - They have them everywhere, it's scary.

Good luck

Thanks

I just changed a bit to avoid insulting her.

Good luck today. I hope it all goes well.

Good luck!

Starting to worry about my appt, I hope she is in a good mood tomorrow.

Hope your appt goes well tomorrow Kureha

I have mine tomorrow and so I can understand your nerves

Let us know how it goes. All the best!

*Willow*

# of letters mailed kureha?

GOOD LUCK

good luck

Well the Dr didn't believe me - but it still went pretty well

I got a bit longer and she's concerned when I carry a knife and still thinks I should take meds and I think she is making me an earlier appt than the usual 3 months.

She was impressed when I stopped speaking English
She said it was good - but my accent was more similar to a country near where she used to live - I don't want to say because I don't want people to know about her.

She's pretty cool - I know lots of people hate their doctors - but mine is ok

Willow - Hope it goes ok today

I'm glad it was all good! . I have an amazing psychologist and it's a good feeling having someone there who really cares .
I'm really happy that things went well for u!!

I'm really glad it went well. That's great!

I used to see a really awesome psychologist as well, she was on my side and I think the doctor is as well.

The receptionist is messing things up though.

It was pretty cool talking a different language and she said I was good and no one else would have understood a word I said

She has me thinking about meds - I don't need them, but I don't know. I have questions.

what are your questions?

Kureha> It sounds like it went really well. I am so happy for you. I am glad that maybe you are establishing trust with your Dr. --- That's probably the biggest hurdle.

I think I do trust her - the receptionist though, she's in the way.
She didn't try to do anything to me though, not today anyway.

Newtus - Well, things like - Why doesn't she believe me? Will the meds make it easier for them to control me? Will they just make me chemically confused and doubt myself? <---- this one, if yes, the Dr may as well, let the receptionist slide a knife over my throat while I'm there.

Questions like that.

elaborate on sunday ok?

I am so glad it went well, and she understood you, and listened to you! That's brilliant!

Thanks! It went ok, I think. Just frustrated with meds - taking so long to work, IF they are going to work.

I understand you having Qs. Can you ask pdoc your concerns? I asked mine about my worries about the meds and he did try to reassure me. Just need to trust he's telling the truth now...

All the best,

*Willow*

Newtus - Yeah sure

Willow - Glad your appt didn't go too bad.
I could ask her - I just don't know when my appt is yet, I could call, just don't want to annoy her.

I don't even know why people don't believe me - I don't understand that at all.