depressed

I'm getting a resolution to my thought loop. But now that the resolution is coming I feel it is too late and I'm feeling depressed. I'm still going through the with resolution. I think I was manic for most of August which is weird for me to be one thing for so long. Now suddenly yesterday I got home and was getting no relaxing or happy feelings from the things I enjoy doing at home. I just feel that heavy yucky apathy that is my warning for depression.

I've only been back to work 2 days after my time off last week and I'm already feeling burnt out. Angry. My husband and I talked about it and there's nothing I can do. Switching jobs is too much risk for us. Plus the company I work at is really good actually and now that I've been here 5 years I'm getting a lot more benefits from being a long term employee. Plus even though we're still lower income at least we're stable financially in our paycheck-paycheck lifestyle.

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So sorry to hear you're not feeling good, I know that apathy you speak of all too well and hope you manage to stave off the depression sis

Please remember that I'm a click away should you want to talk

Love you muchness

I have so many projects to finish today and I just feel like hiding under my desk.

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Sounds like you are having an opposite extreme from the thought loop that was going on and you said in the other thread that the trigger for the obsessive thought is a person that is hard to avoid. I am wondering if the apathy depression is just another manifestation from the trigger/person?

I hope you feel better soon.

Yeah, this is the crash after the initial wind up. These hopless /helpless feelings come in when the thought loop finally lets go. It's so annoying....