Roll Call Eleven

Atypical_Disaster · Oct 16, 2013, 12:04 PM

Since we all love to talk, it's already time for a new roll call.

Post away.

Sometimes psychotic · Oct 16, 2013, 12:12 PM

Thanks for starting this one

Atypical_Disaster · Oct 16, 2013, 12:14 PM

My pleasure. This is easily my favorite part of the board!

Atypical_Disaster · Oct 16, 2013, 12:42 PM

Does anyone else around here tend to have wild dreams while the moon is waxing? Mine for the past few days have been out of this world.

Oct 16, 2013, 12:43 PM

I never remember any of my dreams.

*Willow*

Atypical_Disaster · Oct 16, 2013, 12:44 PM

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Originally Posted by WeepingWillow23

I never remember any of my dreams.

*Willow*

I go through phases of remembering absolutely nothing about my dreams to having vivid ones every night for weeks. It's weird.

newtus · Oct 16, 2013, 01:01 PM

i dont think im struggling so much right now cuz i dont have any real stress right now in my life. by struggling i mean not so much voices and paranoia.

that could change tho.

especially if i start up going back to school

Atypical_Disaster · Oct 16, 2013, 01:16 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

i dont think im struggling so much right now cuz i dont have any real stress right now in my life. by struggling i mean not so much voices and paranoia.

that could change tho.

especially if i start up going back to school

I'm not in school because I know it'll cause a really bad psychotic break because I am so sensitive to stress. When I'm stressed I go psychotic, medicated or not.

newtus · Oct 16, 2013, 01:24 PM

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Originally Posted by Atypical_Disaster

I'm not in school because I know it'll cause a really bad psychotic break because I am so sensitive to stress. When I'm stressed I go psychotic, medicated or not.

same here.

but i only thought to start school because im bored some days.

idk what else to do and theres no real interesting activities outside of colleges here. dance classes and 1 oil painting class. and classes for the elderely. theres littlery all there is. outside of community college classes. im serious. in the next town over.

if i could find something to do id prob do it.

i know itd cause me lots of stress but im bored. i NEED to do something.

ive been home for 3 days straight. havent left. for example.

newtus · Oct 16, 2013, 01:24 PM

i really shouldnt be in school. i know it. i failed every class for 5 years straight that i was in. but what am i suppsd to do with my time?

Sometimes psychotic · Oct 16, 2013, 01:30 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

i really shouldnt be in school. i know it. i failed every class for 5 years straight that i was in. but what am i suppsd to do with my time?

Have you heard of the great courses? You can learn all sort of things...its either DVD, CD or streaming depending on the course. Its not like you get credit but its fun and there are all sorts of things to learn about.

newtus · Oct 16, 2013, 01:36 PM

no but ive heard of open university too by MIT. im not smart enough to do those.
but if i could do an activity besides school i prob would.

i looked into parks and rec. and the only classes they have for adults (non elderly) is country western dance classes and 1 ..just ONE oil painting class. its quite crappy.

Sometimes psychotic · Oct 16, 2013, 01:50 PM

These are just for fun courses, like art history, photography, music, and stuff about the brain you can also get math and basic science classes. They aren't really college courses more like watching an interesting video. Just check out the trailer on one you might like.
They have revolving sales though so you need to wait for a course you like to go on sale otherwise it could be expensive, ridiculously so.

newtus · Oct 16, 2013, 02:04 PM

ooh. i might check it out.

the college courrses i thought about taking would be for a certificate. not a degree. i thought about taking just 1. but they dont offer many for 100% online. the onces they offer are like business and stuff. boring.

faerie_moon_x · Oct 16, 2013, 03:19 PM

Newtus: It would be cool if you could do some classes. Even if you just did one at a time to not overwhelm yourself. I think you'd be really proud of yourself. And you're really smart so I think you could do it.

AD: I always have crazy dreams every day but I often only remember foggy pieces of them.

I'm a mess. over stressed at work. I am speeding up again. And I'm losing things again. I lost my son's boy scout popcorn sale sheet.

They ahd to fax me a new one. Luckily only 3 people ordered so I was able to remember. And I kept the money seperate so I didn't lose that.

newtus · Oct 16, 2013, 04:44 PM

i just left the house to the grocery for the first time leaving my housse in 3 days straight and i got massive paranoia.

ii was doing well at home and then got voices and thinking everyone was spying on me

newtus · Oct 16, 2013, 05:03 PM

i was doing ok for about 3 days

newtus · Oct 16, 2013, 05:11 PM

how does this happen to me

newtus · Oct 16, 2013, 05:29 PM

for some reason i just now started crying out of the blue. just a little bit. last only 3 seconds. but that weird

costello · Oct 16, 2013, 07:22 PM

I'm sick of the whole thing.

newtus · Oct 16, 2013, 07:23 PM

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I'm sick of the whole thing.

what hole thing

Erti · Oct 16, 2013, 07:25 PM

When I was taking classes at the community college where I live for full time... hell even part time I stressed and panic because I was afraid I'd fail. Thought it was the end of the world at the time. The stress made me psychotic. When I was going to art school in a different city I started to brake from reality when I was going to school full time and juggling a job at a supermarket.