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#26
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Demons/Demon like creatures, people's faces turning corpse like, ghost faces/figures scratching at the window, severed limbs, dead animals, live animals (cats, mice, rats, insects), regular looking people that sometimes move strangely, or climb out of strange places (like an electricity box), plants dancing in time to a techno beat, stars in the sky turning into chinese paper lanterns, the TV presenter suddenly insulting me (combo of visual and auditory I guess), dinosaurs walking down the street (very atypical hallucination, happened once, never happened again)...I'm sure I'm leaving a few out.
I'm not sure if it's because my diagnosis is Psychotic Depression and not Schizophrenia, but I've always experiences more visual hallucinations than auditory.
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Diagnosis: Complex-PTSD, MDD with Psychotic Fx, Residual (Borderline) PD Aspects, ADD, GAD with Panic Disorder, Anorexia Nervosa currently in partial remission. Treatment: Psychotherapy Mindfulness ![]() |
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Hear voices and such but the most vivid was a lemur in my car. Terrified me. By the time I got pulled over and the lights on it was gone but I couldn't shake it out of my mind and I couldn't turn the lights back off.
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#28
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I have never seen anything. All I see is a fuzzy aura that flickers and waves around objects and pictures. It is as if a spirit moved into the objects and made them come alive. They look back at me. Sometimes my shadows come alive but they don't move independently of me. Their stare is penetrating.
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#29
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I see two people, theyre called 1 & 2. They speak to me, tell me people are watching me. |
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if you all watch star trek, quantum leap and other sic fi shows that pseudo-explain how holograms and photon agitation works you may begin to understand your "illnesses" I've figured out mine, the voices are all official and when they try to bring me back to a harassment state, i immediately defeat it.
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#31
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learn about photon agitation in the ocular and brain frequency ranges. It may help you understand how or why your seeing these things.
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#32
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I mainly see shadows. Some of the time the shadows really freak me out.
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#33
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Shadows move, lights dancing around, little black dots, things change color and objects getting bigger and smaller.
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I see my carer, spiders, people,meotorite but no one sees its huge, blue stripes white lights black lights blue lights,animals, arms,people on my body,hand changing,shadows,cuts on my body,many more cant think even tho i beleive its the darkness messing with me its only things others dont see that i can say these things x
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I only really see shadows, occasionally i see peoples heads float around.
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I used to see "ghosts" (I don't believe in them anymore). There was a short male ghost who always wore a long coat, he appeared only at my dad's house and would often show up when I was in the bathroom, showering, or naked. Once he tried to force himself on me, but then he disappeared. This was between the ages of 11-ish and 14-ish.
At my mom's house, I sometimes saw a dark figure, like a 3-D shadow that would show up at night and scared the **** out of me. I saw a few other ghosts on other occasions but never repeatedly. My grandmother told me that I told her I saw angels as well (she has hallucinations and probably psychosis but has never been diagnosed) and I vaguely remember that. More recently I would get full-on visions that either manifested as distortions in the environment (I see things falling apart atom by atom, and a lot of times I see things burning and distorted like I was in hell) or by blocking out my vision completely like a movie screen. I see the world ending, people dying, me killing people or hurting myself, etc... At worst I see myself in some kind of lab being held down and tortured or operated on by people, kind of like an alien abduction, but the people are human. In the last few years I've been seeing time travelers (one female who sometimes looked like a samurai and sometimes looked like a victorian woman, and a male who wore a hat and a trenchcoat and always covered his face... he was disfigured or something so we nicknamed him "Mr. Samsa") and my commanders/guardians... Most recently there is a woman who dresses in victorian mourning clothes with a veil over her face, and she attacks me and operates on me. Oh, I also see "angels" and "demons"... they look like what you would expect (beautiful blonde girls in flowing white dresses who can defy the laws of physics, and creatures that crawl around your room or house or follow you, but you never get a good look at them) but I'm an atheist, so I don't think they're literally these. The "angels" were actually verbally abusive sometimes, so the name is deceiving. The only other thing that happened is once I went off my meds and became psychotic, and then I became hypomanic, and the mixture of the two produced this state where I felt like and saw myself flying around my room. That's only happened once.
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why are your angels white blonde girls?
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Shadow people, cat in rafters in my office where there are no rafters,gold car bouncing up and down,red laser light,head going by my balcony,white ghost, fan wavering,.
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#39
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Trees seem to (or do) have personalities.
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thats what i think too. interesting.
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Why are your angels winged people? The biblical description of angels is much different. Four-headed creatures with four wings and hooves are the cherubs, and there's a kind of angel described as a wheel within a wheel ringed with eyes, on fire.
Now as for why my angels are that way... I think they were influenced by the movies The Virgin Suicides and Picnic at Hanging Rock, which I saw a few years before and around the time of their appearance respectively. Note that other than defying physics and appearing radiant their behavior was not like angels at all... It was more of a codename to the system we had at the time... EDIT: Wow I did not realize how long my first post was. Sorry guys. I've never actually gone into detail about my hallucinations before, so I just kinda let everything out. I've also been reexamining stuff I used to assume was normal (like seeing ghosts/angels or believing in fairies and mermaids into my teenage years) as possible early signs of my illness, so there's that too...
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#42
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I see striped people, little blue lights like UFOs, smoke or mist, and people with foul teeth.
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