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#41
Why does facebook screw up when I post gang stalking stuff.
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#42
__________________ "Hear me, my Chiefs! I am tired; my heart is sick and sad. From where the sun now stands I will fight no more forever."--Chief Joseph |
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#43
Merry Christmas everyone! And have a happy new year. I pray 2014 is better than 2013. This year was horrible in every single way.
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MCRmy Forever
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#44
I need the EKG to check what they are doing to my body. I figured that would be the best thing I'll call the NHS helpline tomorrow.
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#45
Merry Christmas
Hope you all have a great day The year is almost over and then we can start thinking of new ways to invent ourselves __________________ If you have come here for support, you might as well leave cause I have none to give. Im simply broken and can not be fixed. Be careful of your thoughts, for your thoughts become your words...be careful of your words, for your words become your actions...be careful of your actions, for your actions become your habits...be careful of your habits, for your habits become your character...be careful of your character, for your character becomes your destiny. |
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#46
I hope that you all are having a great day. Christmas time is very, very depressing for me. I'm spending the day in bed in front of the television. Watching junk on television trying to keep my mind off of how miserable I feel. I so hate feeling so depressed! I wish I wish I could just flip a switch in my brain and change how I think and feel. Today is a huge struggle for me and as a result I've had some very unhealthy thoughts. I just keep telling myself that this will pass and that I have to hang on for my kids and for Daisy. I must admit I am getting very sick and tired of how my life is. I pray for a change.
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#47
Merry Xmas everyone!
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#48
Isn't an EKG for your heart? And I think an EEG is for your brain. I'm not sure what it's called for a whole body scan, if they even do a whole body scan. Perhaps you can get a whole body scan with an MRI or CAT scan? I'm not sure.
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#49
I'd prefer a whole body scan to see what they are doing, but they are more likely do to an EKG and I thought that something would at least show, my heart rate is usually higher than it should be.
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#50
Merry Christmas!
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#51
Well believe it or not I actually forced myself to get out of bed and take a hot shower. After the hot shower I had a bad anxiety attack but I pushed through it. Got myself dressed and drove myself and two of my kids to Applebee's to eat. Since most places are closed today Applebee's was very busy. In fact when we got inside we actually had to stand in a line and wait for a table. While waiting one of the server's who have waited on us before brought me over a soda. He remembered what I drink and just brought it over. I felt special. I thought this was so nice of him. He ended up being our server and of course I left him a nice tip. This random act of kindness by this guy really made my day. Of course he had no idea how depressed I am and how today was so hard for me. His kind gesture really put a smile on my face. It made me think that no matter how deep I get into this dark hole of depression I've got to continue to claw my way out. I'm glad I made myself get out for a bit tonight. I have a tiny bit of hope now.
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#52
Merry Christmas Everyone.
I'm feeling ok considering I'm all alone for the holidays. Not having any symptoms today or for the last few weeks. All is well. __________________ |
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#53
You know I've been doing a lot of thinking about seeking professional help. I've been reading a lot of articles on PC. I'm finding great information that's really helping. I think I'm going to start journaling. I want to write down all the "stuff" that tortures me daily. I think if I can get it all down on paper then maybe I can use that to help me heal. Maybe I could show this to a therapist? Have any of you ever done this and did it help?
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#54
Iwas put on meds starting in 1985 and was on a pshyc ward several times for depression and after affects of a few accidents. I have to say the meds i'm on now i just love and was not so agreeable to take them back then but now i deal with things differently and have a lot less anger which was my downfall.
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#55
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MCRmy Forever
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#56
The crisis team are coming tomorrow going to see if they can help me get some tests done, I don't know what they are doing to me. messing with my eyes as well.
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#57
hope u all had a good christmas. mine was ok but i was diagnosed with the flu on sunday night. still recovering.
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#58
they gave me an mri when i said the gangstalkers implanted something into my head. found nothing. not convinced.
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#59
i am so happy everyone is giving everyone every "thanks" and hugs this holiday. everyone needs it.
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#60
as for me. my hallucinations have subsided a bit. but my paranoia hasnt much. ive been doing a lot with my family so its taken my mind off a bit. but i had a hell of a time with that risperdal and hospital stay being around methheads and stuff. sh_ttt. but i still need them to lower my meds so i wont be so tired and so i wont be so nonproductive. if i get them to lower it to 75mg i wont be so bad off. a little hallucination wont hurt me. but to try to "fix" them is a mistake. i know ill have them for life so please dont overmedicate me til im dead.
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