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KUREHA · Dec 25, 2013 at 11:19 AM

Why does facebook screw up when I post gang stalking stuff.

I need an EKG like desperately.

costello · Dec 25, 2013 at 11:46 AM

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I need an EKG like desperately.

Why do you need an EKG?

FireBird · Dec 25, 2013 at 12:13 PM

Merry Christmas everyone! And have a happy new year. I pray 2014 is better than 2013. This year was horrible in every single way.

KUREHA · Dec 25, 2013 at 12:50 PM

I need the EKG to check what they are doing to my body. I figured that would be the best thing I'll call the NHS helpline tomorrow.

lil-angel-wings · Dec 25, 2013 at 02:21 PM

Merry Christmas
Hope you all have a great day
The year is almost over and then we can start thinking of new ways to invent ourselves

Dec 25, 2013 at 05:35 PM

I hope that you all are having a great day. Christmas time is very, very depressing for me. I'm spending the day in bed in front of the television. Watching junk on television trying to keep my mind off of how miserable I feel. I so hate feeling so depressed! I wish I wish I could just flip a switch in my brain and change how I think and feel. Today is a huge struggle for me and as a result I've had some very unhealthy thoughts. I just keep telling myself that this will pass and that I have to hang on for my kids and for Daisy. I must admit I am getting very sick and tired of how my life is. I pray for a change.

cybermember · Dec 25, 2013 at 05:51 PM

Merry Xmas everyone!

cybermember · Dec 25, 2013 at 05:57 PM

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Originally Posted by KUREHA

I need the EKG to check what they are doing to my body. I figured that would be the best thing I'll call the NHS helpline tomorrow.

Isn't an EKG for your heart? And I think an EEG is for your brain. I'm not sure what it's called for a whole body scan, if they even do a whole body scan. Perhaps you can get a whole body scan with an MRI or CAT scan? I'm not sure.

KUREHA · Dec 25, 2013 at 06:10 PM

I'd prefer a whole body scan to see what they are doing, but they are more likely do to an EKG and I thought that something would at least show, my heart rate is usually higher than it should be.

The_little_didgee · Dec 25, 2013 at 06:32 PM

Merry Christmas!

Dec 25, 2013 at 10:03 PM

Well believe it or not I actually forced myself to get out of bed and take a hot shower. After the hot shower I had a bad anxiety attack but I pushed through it. Got myself dressed and drove myself and two of my kids to Applebee's to eat. Since most places are closed today Applebee's was very busy. In fact when we got inside we actually had to stand in a line and wait for a table. While waiting one of the server's who have waited on us before brought me over a soda. He remembered what I drink and just brought it over. I felt special. I thought this was so nice of him. He ended up being our server and of course I left him a nice tip. This random act of kindness by this guy really made my day. Of course he had no idea how depressed I am and how today was so hard for me. His kind gesture really put a smile on my face. It made me think that no matter how deep I get into this dark hole of depression I've got to continue to claw my way out. I'm glad I made myself get out for a bit tonight. I have a tiny bit of hope now.

dillpickle1983 · Dec 25, 2013 at 11:32 PM

Merry Christmas Everyone.

I'm feeling ok considering I'm all alone for the holidays. Not having any symptoms today or for the last few weeks. All is well.

Dec 26, 2013 at 12:11 AM

You know I've been doing a lot of thinking about seeking professional help. I've been reading a lot of articles on PC. I'm finding great information that's really helping. I think I'm going to start journaling. I want to write down all the "stuff" that tortures me daily. I think if I can get it all down on paper then maybe I can use that to help me heal. Maybe I could show this to a therapist? Have any of you ever done this and did it help?

avlady · Dec 26, 2013 at 04:20 AM

Iwas put on meds starting in 1985 and was on a pshyc ward several times for depression and after affects of a few accidents. I have to say the meds i'm on now i just love and was not so agreeable to take them back then but now i deal with things differently and have a lot less anger which was my downfall.

medicalfox · Dec 26, 2013 at 05:15 AM

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You know I've been doing a lot of thinking about seeking professional help. I've been reading a lot of articles on PC. I'm finding great information that's really helping. I think I'm going to start journaling. I want to write down all the "stuff" that tortures me daily. I think if I can get it all down on paper then maybe I can use that to help me heal. Maybe I could show this to a therapist? Have any of you ever done this and did it help?

I write poetry and short stories as my form of writing down what I experience along with having a personal journal. I also draw for the things that I can not describe and feel the need to express. When I need/want to show my therapist something I will show her an outline of my journal entry which is very helpful. I find it very helpful to share some of this information to her to help her understand my situation better and I find it very therapeutic. I highly recommend journaling; it's a good coping strategy

KUREHA · Dec 26, 2013 at 09:55 AM

The crisis team are coming tomorrow going to see if they can help me get some tests done, I don't know what they are doing to me. messing with my eyes as well.

junkDNA · Dec 26, 2013 at 04:20 PM

hope u all had a good christmas. mine was ok but i was diagnosed with the flu on sunday night. still recovering.

newtus · Dec 26, 2013 at 04:23 PM

they gave me an mri when i said the gangstalkers implanted something into my head. found nothing. not convinced.

newtus · Dec 26, 2013 at 04:24 PM

i am so happy everyone is giving everyone every "thanks" and hugs this holiday. everyone needs it.

newtus · Dec 26, 2013 at 04:48 PM

as for me. my hallucinations have subsided a bit. but my paranoia hasnt much. ive been doing a lot with my family so its taken my mind off a bit. but i had a hell of a time with that risperdal and hospital stay being around methheads and stuff. sh_ttt. but i still need them to lower my meds so i wont be so tired and so i wont be so nonproductive. if i get them to lower it to 75mg i wont be so bad off. a little hallucination wont hurt me. but to try to "fix" them is a mistake. i know ill have them for life so please dont overmedicate me til im dead.

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KUREHA MCRmy Forever Member Since Mar 2008 Location: Hotel Bella Muerte Posts: 4,297 16 493 hugs given	Dec 25, 2013 at 11:19 AM #41 Why does facebook screw up when I post gang stalking stuff. I need an EKG like desperately. __________________ If giving in is pointless, then get out of bed or this might be the end.
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FireBird Veteran Member Member Since Feb 2007 Location: in a time machine, to the future and beyond! Posts: 712 17 603 hugs given	Dec 25, 2013 at 12:13 PM #43 Merry Christmas everyone! And have a happy new year. I pray 2014 is better than 2013. This year was horrible in every single way.
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KUREHA MCRmy Forever Member Since Mar 2008 Location: Hotel Bella Muerte Posts: 4,297 16 493 hugs given	Dec 25, 2013 at 12:50 PM #44 I need the EKG to check what they are doing to my body. I figured that would be the best thing I'll call the NHS helpline tomorrow. __________________ If giving in is pointless, then get out of bed or this might be the end.
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cybermember Poohbah Member Since Dec 2008 Location: somewhere in the abyss Posts: 1,018 15 477 hugs given	Dec 25, 2013 at 05:51 PM #47 Merry Xmas everyone!
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KUREHA MCRmy Forever Member Since Mar 2008 Location: Hotel Bella Muerte Posts: 4,297 16 493 hugs given	Dec 25, 2013 at 06:10 PM #49 I'd prefer a whole body scan to see what they are doing, but they are more likely do to an EKG and I thought that something would at least show, my heart rate is usually higher than it should be. __________________ If giving in is pointless, then get out of bed or this might be the end.
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dillpickle1983 Grand Poohbah Member Since Jan 2011 Location: Warren, Pennsylvania Posts: 1,706 13 263 hugs given	Dec 25, 2013 at 11:32 PM #52 Merry Christmas Everyone. I'm feeling ok considering I'm all alone for the holidays. Not having any symptoms today or for the last few weeks. All is well. __________________
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avlady Wise Elder Community Liaison Member Since Jan 2013 Location: angola ny Posts: 9,786 (SuperPoster!) 11 28.8k hugs given	Dec 26, 2013 at 04:20 AM #54 Iwas put on meds starting in 1985 and was on a pshyc ward several times for depression and after affects of a few accidents. I have to say the meds i'm on now i just love and was not so agreeable to take them back then but now i deal with things differently and have a lot less anger which was my downfall.
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KUREHA MCRmy Forever Member Since Mar 2008 Location: Hotel Bella Muerte Posts: 4,297 16 493 hugs given	Dec 26, 2013 at 09:55 AM #56 The crisis team are coming tomorrow going to see if they can help me get some tests done, I don't know what they are doing to me. messing with my eyes as well. __________________ If giving in is pointless, then get out of bed or this might be the end.
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junkDNA Comfy Sedation Member Since Sep 2012 Location: the woods Posts: 19,301 (SuperPoster!) 11 8,149 hugs given	Dec 26, 2013 at 04:20 PM #57 hope u all had a good christmas. mine was ok but i was diagnosed with the flu on sunday night. still recovering. __________________
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Dec 26, 2013 at 04:23 PM #58 they gave me an mri when i said the gangstalkers implanted something into my head. found nothing. not convinced. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Dec 26, 2013 at 04:24 PM #59 i am so happy everyone is giving everyone every "thanks" and hugs this holiday. everyone needs it. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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