[KUREHA]

Ok I've had enough of this ****, why should undercover cops be at the CMHT building, because my nurse and doctor called them, because they knew I was coming.

A whole hospital of about 40 staff - couldn't tell I wasn't sick - WTF!!!
Don't they see this stuff every day, so it's obviously easy to tell, but NO - they all agree with each other - mass mind control, I did see the drone at the hospital, yeah they really ****ed me there.

My nurse trying to get me murdered a couple weeks ago and they are still poisoning me.

Obviously though I must just be delusional - because everyone else has to be right, not me, well **** that - because I know what is going on

[gayleggg]

I'm sorry you are having such a rough time. I hope things get better soon.

[KUREHA]

Thanks, it just sucks.

Even my nurse said no one can help me.

[newtus]

why did your nurse say that to you?

[KUREHA]

I asked her who I could go to for help and that was her response.

[insilence]

i like to use my mind to damage the gangstalkers mind reading. basicly imagine your mind thinking of over 3-5 things or feelings at once, ive heard popping noises in my neighborhood after doing that, they waiste so much money trying to break me.

[KUREHA]

Thanks - I'll try that.

They are poisoning me and I can't get out of it, they were even at the hospital and she knew that I knew, she tried to confuse me - but I knew.

[Crescent Moon]

Originally Posted by KUREHA

Thanks, it just sucks.

Even my nurse said no one can help me.

Kureha.. when your nurse said this, I don't think its because she is trying to confuse you or is with 'them.'. I think she said no one can help you because she does not believe you are threatened.

It would be like if I was certain I had cancer and pleaded with the doctors to give me chemo. But all their tests proved there was no cancer, so no one was willing to give me chemo treatments. Then if I went to the nurse and asked "where can I go to get help for my cancer?" ...she would say what your nurse said "no one can help you". Does that make sense? I think that may be where your nurse is coming from.

[KUREHA]

I get what you're saying, but my nurse and my doctor are involved.

They both know what is happening, but everyone is lying to me.
They got me good because everything I say, they just say I'm sick and can slowly kill me, while the gang stalkers can carry on what they are doing, because they know no one will believe me.

[jeppys]

I think we might have the capacity to create our own reality through our beliefs, I'm dealing with this too but in a different way. prior to my current episode, I thought everyone could read my mind. it's actually been demonstrated in real life over and over again. (I need to listen to my own advice here) what I did to change what I saw and heard was unbelieve everything that contributed to that belief I didn't like. if you don't believe it, then it cannot be.

[insilence]

If by poisoning you mean meds i wouldn't disagree but if your refering to random pains in your body you can minimize it using clever ways ive figured out to do. Ive written about in other threads, if u need the info, message me. I know how the system operates.