[newtus]

Lets keep this going

[newtus]

i just made one to keep things going

[punkybrewster6k]

punky

[Sometimes psychotic]

[Lillybird90]

Cool! does anyone know of a website that lets you post your own comics page by page?I need to find one so I can start posting my manga to it.nevermind I think I found one.I am working on the art for my first chapter right now.I have been feeling better I didnt go out today so Im not sure if Im still being followed or not.but I had a good day still.

[Sometimes psychotic]

I was over on the therapy board and stole this link...it tests your attachment style but this one only has to do with romantic relationships so I had to guess on a few.

Attachment Styles and Close Relationships

I came up as dismissive....sounds pretty accurate considering I have like zero interest in such things when I'm well...but generally attachment style applies to all your close relationships and not just the romantic ones so I'm thinking about sunshines post on isolating and how I've been doing it a lot more off meds but then this is who I am and I don't want to be somebody I'm not...

See I don't think it's in my nature to isolate. But I'm in a rut...it sucks.

And my ingrown nail is still giving me a hard time. I only feel it when I wear shoes though and after I take them off. I should probably soak it again.

[Lillybird90]

Originally Posted by sunshine1995

See I don't think it's in my nature to isolate. But I'm in a rut...it sucks.

And my ingrown nail is still giving me a hard time. I only feel it when I wear shoes though and after I take them off. I should probably soak it again.

You need to get that cut out it can get infected under the skin.and that can be very dangerous.I had to cut mine out myself you should cut it before it grows any deeper in to the skin if it goes too deeply youll have to see a doctor and get it surgically removed.

I agree with this. Totally me.

I don't like crowds though. I've changed now that I'm older.

[punkybrewster6k]

On the attachment scale I fell in the fearful/avoidant.
Yea. Thats pretty accurate.
Story of my life...

punky

Originally Posted by punkybrewster6k

On the attachment scale I fell in the fearful/avoidant.
Yea. Thats pretty accurate.
Story of my life...

punky

Mine too! I'm right there with ya

Originally Posted by Lillybird90

You need to get that cut out it can get infected under the skin.and that can be very dangerous.I had to cut mine out myself you should cut it before it grows any deeper in to the skin if it goes too deeply youll have to see a doctor and get it surgically removed.

I've cut all around it and cut the nail tonight. Is that what u mean by cut it out? I've lifted the nail out, but it still hurts. Not as bad though. I just don't know what else I can cut.

[junkDNA]

well im meeting T and pdoc at 10:30 then i work 3-8. i feel anxious for no reason. so i took some seroquel.

[Atypical_Disaster]

Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

I was over on the therapy board and stole this link...it tests your attachment style but this one only has to do with romantic relationships so I had to guess on a few.

Attachment Styles and Close Relationships

I came up as dismissive....sounds pretty accurate considering I have like zero interest in such things when I'm well...but generally attachment style applies to all your close relationships and not just the romantic ones so I'm thinking about sunshines post on isolating and how I've been doing it a lot more off meds but then this is who I am and I don't want to be somebody I'm not...

I came up as dismissive as well. Accurate and interesting! Thanks for posting this Sometimes.

[junkDNA]

well T is home sick today so i cancelled pdoc appointment. so i was disappointed about that. i feel mad at him for being sick but i know it's not his fault and he needs to take care of himself.

but good news is i got my period today!!!!!!!!! the metformin must be working!!!!!

[KUREHA]

Well my solicitor has as much hope as I have, so at least we aren't setting ourselves up for disappointment.
We're still trying though.

[punkybrewster6k]

Originally Posted by KUREHA

Well my solicitor has as much hope as I have, so at least we aren't setting ourselves up for disappointment.
We're still trying though.

Is solicitor similar to a lawyer here in the U.S.?

punky

[StarStrike]

Took my new medication for the first time this morning. It tastes disgusting. It's worse than the taste of cough syrup. They could have at least flavoured it.

At college I had to sit in front of a computer doing job search activities. At one point I got up to go to the toilet for the sake of walking. I've never thought this before, but computers can be so boring. Especially when the tutors won't let you listen to music on YouTube while you search for jobs. I think a part of my brain melted in that lesson.

Going out in public is still difficult. People keep staring at me. I think they're trying to either listen to my thoughts or steal them because my memory keeps going blank and I keep forgetting what I should remember. The only thoughts of memories I can remember clearly are ones I just want to forget. But I can't.

The voices keep on shouting at me. I think they're angry at me and I don't know why. They keep talking about how I failed my mission. They keep saying I'm a rubbish agent. But I didn't ask for any of this. It just happened to me. And now... Now I'm so confused. I don't know what to do anymore. I don't know what's going on. This feeling is so isolating.

My boyfriend is trying to be playful and cuddly, but I'm just not into it today. I'm so confused I want to isolate myself from the world.

[punkybrewster6k]

Its my birthday today.
Ovulation pain is horrible!
Anyone else get this? I have had it since teenage years. Nauseous and cant move.

punky

[newtus]

did my MRI today. was so nervewrecking being in a tight spot with loud noises all around you like clanging and knocking going on. at my moms now my stepdad will take me to the neurologist follow up tomorrow. i hate being over here. especially like right now when im hearing voices and stuff. its not bad but im hearing a little bit and its a but disturbing. my paranoiia tho is so high because im not at home. i feel that guy watching me from the back of his head like everywhere i go. i feel him staring me down. i know people are watching me but who wants it out for me. i feel like people want my blood on their cars like a game.

[newtus]

Originally Posted by punkybrewster6k

Its my birthday today.
Ovulation pain is horrible!
Anyone else get this? I have had it since teenage years. Nauseous and cant move.

punky

happy birthday!

i dont get that anymore really...
i used to but now its less like that im sorry

[Sometimes psychotic]

Originally Posted by punkybrewster6k

Its my birthday today.

punky

Happy birthday! Any fun plans?

[KUREHA]

Yeah Punky - they are all the same.
At least she didn't just abandon me, she's still helping me out

They just played the risk card and totally screwed me.

Happy Birthday Punky

[punkybrewster6k]

Originally Posted by newtus

did my MRI today. was so nervewrecking being in a tight spot with loud noises all around you like clanging and knocking going on. at my moms now my stepdad will take me to the neurologist follow up tomorrow. i hate being over here. especially like right now when im hearing voices and stuff. its not bad but im hearing a little bit and its a but disturbing. my paranoiia tho is so high because im not at home. i feel that guy watching me from the back of his head like everywhere i go. i feel him staring me down. i know people are watching me but who wants it out for me. i feel like people want my blood on their cars like a game.

You asked the question "Who wants it out for me?"
Nobody does. Concentrate on that. It is just stinkin thinkin. You are safe. I know its hard to believe but you are.
The MRI is LOUD!
Glad you got it done though.
When do you get the results?

punky